My Last Love (dream x reader)

Chapter 20

I love him. Everything about him.

I just arrived at this burger place with techno it's not fancy it's very casual we sat down and ordered some drinks. I couldn't stop thinking about what clay said to me.

He wants me to choose techno. If techno is still in the picture choose him.

I'm in love with clay I want to be with clay I like techno but I love clay. I want to be with him but I'm not going to stop being friends with techno.

We were talking when I received a text.

From him.

Clay.

*text convo*

Clay
I love you y/n please don't do this I want to be with you. For real I didn't mean what I said earlier I want to date you I want to be with you please.

What?

But he told me to choose techno?

I-

I don't know-

What do I do

"Hello earth to y/n" techno said while waving and hand in my face
"Oh sorry Um I have to take this I'll be right back" i said while walking off and outside.

*text convo*

Y/n
What are you talking about clay

Clay
I love you y/n I was wrong earlier I want you to pick me. I want you to be with me not techno.

Y/n
But you told me to choose him?

Clay
I know because I want you to be happy and if you choose him that's okay but I want you to choose me I want to be with you. I want us watching our show or listening to our song a daily thing. Please y/n

Y/n
I love you clay but give me some time to think okay?

Clay
Of course

*end of text convo*

I sat back down next to techno

"Everything alright" he asked
"Huh oh yeah fine when will there food be here?" I asked changing the subject
"Any minute now I think"
"Okay um I'm gonna go to the lady's room I'll be back" I said

I needed to calm myself down

I got in there and looked in the mirror.

I hated what I saw.

My mind was being rushed with thoughts of clay and techno and it was just overwhelming to top it all off I hated the reflection I saw when I looked in this mirror.

I wasn't thinking

I wasn't thinking at all

Next thing I know my fist was bleeding and the mirror was broken.

I went back out to techno.

"Sooooo" he said with an angry look on his face
"So?" I asked
"I thought you said clay had a girlfriend?" He questioned
"He did" I didn't want to explain the story
"Oh right right he had a girlfriend but he's still confessing his love for you and telling you to pick him huh funny." Techno said

What

The

Fuck

How did he know?

"How the hell did you know that?" I asked in a angry tone just then I realized I left my phone with him while I was in the bathroom, and he has my password.

"Did you look through my phone?" I asked a little too loud
"I had to know" is all he said before I punched him in the face and stormed out

We were a couple miles away from my apartment building and it was raining.

Fuck me.

I walked until I saw the building I had been crying the whole time although with the rain you couldn't tell.

Once I got to the parking lot of my apartment I see clay running out towards me.

"What happened? Where's techno? Why the hell is your fist bleeding? And why's the other one bruised?" He questioned fast All I could do is cry I fell into his arms and cried.

I explained what happened to him still standing in the rain. "That fucker I'm so sorry y/n I never would have sent that text-" I cut him off with a kiss.

We were kissing for the first time in the rain the only light was illuminating from the street posts. Just kissing like there was no tomorrow

Once clay finally pulled away to breath he said "but I thought- I thought you-" I cut him off again "I choose you, and I'll choose you over and over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I'll keep choosing you."

He stayed silent for a second before kissing me again. This time shorter and more passionate. He pulled away to say "I love you y/n I want to wake up with you I want to go to sleep with you I want to be with you and someday, I want to marry you y/n" Clay spoke through the rain

"Then be with me clay. Ask me the question that you truly want to ask" I basically yelled over the rain "will you be my girlfriend y/n" clay said with his goofy smile that I love so much.

"Clay I've been waiting for you to ask me that, yes of course" with that we kissed once more before running up the stairs giggling just as the day we first met.

I'm in love

Being someone's first love may be great, but to be their last is beyond perfect.

I've had a few people I thought I loved so has clay but I can say this without a doubt in my mind that clay is

My last love.

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