the dream of my life TBDL

my new boyfriend

ok boys and girls and adults i will try and write even though as i stated in my last chapter i am in some serious depression i would like you all to know that i do care about all of you and will try and write and i hope it is good but it might turn out to be crap so please bare with me.

i wake up and look around and remember that i have to tell everyone my surprise for my baby girl.

he wakes up and sees that i am still asleep and goes downstairs and see that everyone is awake. everyone sees him and gets up all except for Paul he just sat there and did not care in fact he did stand up but only to go the back porch and finish his coffee and look at the stocks. Justin just looked at him and sighed. he told everyone his plan and they smiled and told them they would love to help and so he told them what he would like them to do and they were happy to help him surprise me. mommy goes up and wakes me up and smiles at how Justin put me to bed. she wakes me up and smiles down at me i see her and smile at her. she takes me out of the crib and sets me on the spare bed in my room. she looks at me and smiles.

mommy- so what do you want to wear today baby girl.

me- hmmm. how about that.

i point in the most pretty looking baby girl cloths that she had for me to wear. she just smiles and grabs the pair of cloths that i pointed out and hands them to me i smile and look at her and ask her to help me put them on and does my hair for me. (which i am letting grow out) i look at her and smile when we are done i look at her and smile. i tell her the word and she nods.

me- thank you so so so much for every single thing that you have done for me. i love Justin and i want him to come over today please.

mommy- awe i am sorry baby but he said that he cant today he was some work that he has to do but he told me maybe tomorrow. 

me- awe ok mommy.

she notices that i was going back into my head-space. she just smiles and picks me up and carries me downstairs and into the kitchen and puts me in my high chair and puts a plate of eggs and bacon i smile at her and told me that i need to look at what was on the plate i smile and tell her its eggs and bacon and sausage. she smiles at me and tells me to look at the shape of the food and it has an arrow and points to the dining room and i look over to the doorway to the dining room and see Jennifer smiling at me she walks in and stands in front of me and smiles at me. she hands me my teddy bear. i take it and smile and cuddle it. she steps to the side and behind her was Justin and my eyes shot open and i made grabby hands at him by now i was completely in between my head space and my normal head space. i look at him and give him a big smile, he looks at me and smiles back at me. 

Justin- and who is this cute baby girl Jennifer. 

Jennifer- well we actually never gave her a new name. her old name just didn't seem to fit her that much anymore, but i think we should call her Jenny. 

Justin- i like that name. he looks at me and smiles but i like Mark i like her real name because after all she is the cutest little girl anyway so i don't think that anything about her needs to be changed. oh way there is one thing that does need to be changed about her 

everyone looked at her and was about to ask him what it was until he left and went upstairs and got something out of my room and put it in his room and picked me up and asked them if he could take me for a second. they nodded their heads and sat down and ate their food. and waited for us to return. he carries me up to his room and places me on his bed and looks at me and smiles. i look around and try and figure out what he brought into my room and he just looks at me and smiles. he reaches for something underneath the bed and grabs it and puts a mat on the bed that had princesses on it. he asks me to sit on the mat. i did as he asked me to and i was sitting there thinking about why he asked me to sit on this mat and then it hit me i blushed so much i reach down and stop him from continuing. he looks at me and frowns he knew that i would probably do this but he really wanted me to let him do this he sits next to me on the bed and lays down next to me. i look at him and lay down and cuddle him on his shoulder and look up at him.