The Story of a Strange Teenager

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This is the story of a girl who went by the name of Gina. Like many other teenagers, she hated herself. She hated how she looked, how she spoke, walked, everything. Gina thought she wouldn't be able to accomplish anything in life. She always thought about how she tried everything, yet failed to actually become good at it. Why do something when you're absolutely shit at it. She did have a dream though. A dream of dancing. Something completely opposite from what her parents wanted from her. They wanted her to become the first chemical engineer in the family. This decision made by her parents didn't appeal to Gina at all. Every time she heard music, she imagined herself dancing to the beat, enjoying herself and actually feeling as if she was good at it. But that the problem, she was never taught how to do it. She'd tried dancing at a younger age but failed to do it. She thought about starting to dance in her mid teens, but it seemed like it was too late. She thought of herself as being too physically unfit to start dancing in her teens. She would be made fun of and would be the odd one out. There was so, so much more which made her feel bad about herself. All these thoughts. They were becoming too much for her. She had that about it. The big S word. But, thankfully, many things kept her from doing it. The thought about how bad her parents, the only people that actually loved her, will feel. How they would think that it was their fault. But it isn't their fault Gina thinks about all this. Its really not. Its just how she functions that bothers her. The next few chapters will be about Gina her a few days from her life. How she tried to be positive, but wasn't very good at it.