𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒐𝒅𝒚𝒈𝒖𝒂𝒓𝒅 [Jenmin ff / Jimin x Jennie]

Chapter 1: Pain

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*PAAANG!*

Death...

What is Death? What does it mean 'to die'? How does it feel 'to die'?

The time stopped and everything moved in slow motion. As soon as realization hit her she started to panic. She tilted her head and realized they were hit by a truck. She realized her daddy getting hurt. She realized... they're going to die. Even though it was only a few seconds, it felt like a whole life. She saw how every single piece of the broken car flew in different directions. She saw how the truck drove past them. She saw how they rolled closer and closer to the wide landscape in front of them. With every landing the car did, she felt her body hurt and hurt more. She felt every single ache that she got while hitting everywhere in the car. But the strongest pain was in her heart. Her heart burnt. It burnt so much that she only could focus on the burning sensation in that erea. She didn't want to die. No...she didn't want her daddy to die. She couldn't accept the fact that they're only a few feet away from the death. But what she now feared the most had to eventually happen. The car had to land and end everything. End their lives. The loud thud that came out of it was not heard by her. Her vision became blurry and for the first time in her life she gave up so easily on crying. She let her tears stream down without dominating them, without trying to keep them in. She allowed herself to cry. She closed her eyes tightly and the only thing she could hear was a loud beeping inside her head. She thought they're going to die. She thought that was the end. The end of the both of them.

She opened her eyes, breathing heavily. Silent tears escaped them. She found herself still in the hospital, still wrapped in bandages. "Daddy." she whispered to herself.

It's been now two days since she's lying on the hospital bed, unable to move. 'I can't, daddy. I can't also lose you. I can't live without you. Please come back. Please wake me up and tell me that all this is a nightmare. Please.' She felt that burning sensation again. Exactly in the same spot as last time. But this time she did the thing she couldn't at that time. She clenched the fabric of her hospital gown, where her heart is, trying to reduce the pain.

Suddenly the door opened revealing her dear brother. Once she looked at him she had the urge to cry. He walked towards her and sat down on the chair beside the bed she was laying on. "How are you, Jen?" He asked after a long silent staring contest. "Where is daddy?" She answered him with another question."I actually prefer not answering this question, but I'll have to; after all it's your right to know. But I think you can guess where he is now." Yeah. She knew where he was or where he could be, but she didn't want to believe it. She just couldn't.

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"She's in too much danger and you know that better than I do. She needs someone to protect her 24/7." Namjoon said calmly. He was now in his office, sitting on his royal office chair and having a glass of Whiskey in his hand, on which he sips from time to time. "I want someone who's specially trained for this kind of situation." he continued before gulping down the whole Whiskey left in the glass. "leave that to me. I won't be able to feel relaxed, unless I choose the perfect one." said another male voice. "I understand, Taehyung. But make sure it's really the one we need." With that Taehyung stood up and straighten his black suit. "I'll be going now. Please tell her nothing about me. I can't visit her. And...take care of her." He then went out of the room. Namjoon let out a deep sigh.