Assuming

(Throwback) All Alone in the Coffee Shop

        They threw me outside the coffee shop; I was yelling to their manager “Your coffee is not good! Is this how you treat your customer?” But I realized they have the right to kick me out of the coffee shop because I don’t have an order at all. I’m just a stupid little cricket who was waiting for nothing. I opened my purse and I read a message came from him “I come to meet you, tell you how lovely you are and how proud I am but I’m sorry I am leaving.” I thought it was a joke and I assumed he would surprise me. I looked around, the street was silent, the lights were turned on, the only thing I heard was the beat of my circulatory organ saying “I have to find him, tell him I need him so badly, and come back to me.” My eyes got wet but still I held and controlled my tears from falling. I slowly walked in the street, my head bowed, and my eyes were turning red. I didn’t understand why and how he left me. This time is so hard; I’m turning crazy, he gave up on me.

Everything turned black, I can see total darkness, and I felt pain in my nape. I ran as fast as I could and shouted in the middle of the night. “Where is he? Take him back to me!” I stopped and leaned on my door, I can’t control my tears running in my cheeks. I smiled for a moment I noticed that my door was opened he could be inside and he will surprise me  I wiped my tears and clear my face. I went inside, called his name “John? Is that you? I know what you’re doing, are you trying to surprise me like you did when we are in college? Yes! This is exactly what you did, you want me to feel anxious then you’ll go out and save me  John? Enough for this please, I’m starting to shake. John? John?! John…? ” I went up stairs; I opened all the rooms except to my room. I slowly opened my room hoping he was there “I caught you!” I sighed. No one is in the room I’m just assuming.

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