My Petals

Why?

Kenma opened his locker as notes fell out. He bit his lip as he had been getting hateful notes ever since Kuroo told everyone about him being gay. He slowly got down on his knees as he picked them up. Just then Kuroo came towards him.

"Kenma?" Kuroo mumbled. Kenma turned around quickly holding a handful of the notes. Kuroo's eyes widened at all the notes.

"What? Are you here to make fun of me?" Kenma Blurted out. Tears falling down from his cheeks.

"No.. I'm sorry Kenma. I just.." Kuroo tried to think of a good reason. But there wasn't any. There was no reason to break his trust. Break his promise. To break his heart.

Fuck you Kuroo, Why did you have to make me fall for you? Why did you have to break my heart? Why did you have to tell everyone?You promised not to. ~ Kenma thought

"Why. Why did you have to do this to me? Just fucking leave me alone, you got everything you ever wanted right? A girlfriend. To be popular. To be freed from me," Kenma whimpered.

Kuroo looked at him blankly. He didn't know what to say. "Kenma... You know I didn't mean for this to happen."

"You didn't mean to have this happen yet it still did and you did nothing to stop it." Kenma uttered under his breath.

"What did you want me to do?" Kuroo argued.

Kenma looked annoyed as he finally spoke up. "What did I want you to do? Oh I don't fucking know. Not tell everyone. Not lie to me. To keep somethings fucking private. But you know what it is my fault. I shouldn't ha- " He choked putting his hand to his mouth. As bloody flower petals fell out of his mouth. "Shit.." he mumbled as he grabbed the plastic bag out of his backpack full of the bloody flower petals, placing them in the bag.

Kuroo looked at him in horror, "Kenma... Do you hav-?"

"Yes I have hanahaki disease, go ahead and tell everyone I will most likely die soon anyway." Kenma shut his locker and walked away leaving Kuroo stunned with teary eyes.