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Me and billie have been dating for about 3 months now. Yup we started dating .And honestly it's been going really good,somewhat. We get into some small arguments and ignore eachother for hours but billies always the first to apologize. And I could never say no to her so I always except her apology. But today,we had one of the worst arguments.

I just finished shopping when I got a text message from my friend Abby, a childhood friend of mine that recently moved to new Jersey.
                     Abbyyy🖤

Abby: hey I found something

Me: yes??

Abby: *3 attachment*

And there I saw pictures, of Jules and billie together at what seems like a restaurant? They were sitting across from eachother and laughing but it was, kinda flirty. I turned off my phone and pulled up to the house,getting out while grabbing my bags. I didn't even want to talk to billie right now. Just wanted to get to the room and get in bed. I unlocked the door,shutting it behind me. I walked upstairs to the bedroom. I placed all my bags in the floor whilst climbing into the bed as I heard billie step out the bathroom,"hey baby how was shopping??". I ignored her. I got back on my phone to scroll through Instagram. She gave me a confusing look and just shrugged her shoulders as she fixed her hair in the mirror. I started to fall asleep when I felt her arms rap around my waist.she whispered,"baby are you okay?". I stayed still and didn't make a sound. I ended up falling asleep while billie just layed the opposite way on the bed.

Morning came and billie wasn't in bed. I yawned and sat up looking around the room waiting for my eyes to fully open. I'm guessing billie was at the studio practicing for some music video so I had the whole apartment to myself. I got up and walked out the room and to the kitchen to get me some breakfast,"nothing goes wrong with the classic sunny side up eggs and buttered toast" my mouth melted as the eggs sizzled on the pan and the butter melted perfectly on the toast that was toasted just perfect. Not too soft not too crunchy. I stood at the island and ate my breakfast while on my phone. 20 minutes later billie walked through the door. I ignored her and put my dish in the sink. Soon I felt billies arms wrap around me. I just stood there and she asked,"why are you mad??". I got out of her arms and looked at her. She raised an eyebrow. I crossed my arms and brought up the thought,"explain to me why I found pictures of you and Jules out at some restaurant smiling and laughing which what LOOKED like flirting??". Billie looked at me. I showed her the photos on my phone and her eyes widened softly as she mumbled 'fuck' under her breath. Billie started to panic softly,"well you see we were just hanging out??". I started walking away without saying anything. Billie walks after me,"baby I promise it was nothing". I turned around to face her with tears almost in my eyes,"oh yeah???then get the fuck out my house". I could tell billies heart shattered at those words. But I was upset. I pointed at the door,"pack your fucking things and leave I don't give a shit if you have nowhere to go just get out". I could see tears streaming down billies face as she walked upstairs to go pack her things. I sat on one of the stairs and held my head while tears just fell down my face.i felt so guilty but it hurt. 10 or so minutes later billie came back downstairs with bags in her hand full of her clothes. She grabbed the keys to her car and opened the front door,looking at me one last time,"I love yo-". I cut her off,"I don't wanna hear it just go". Billie said one last thing before walking out,"I wouldn't lie to you...". She walked out and shut the door behind her as I sat there in dead silence, crying into my sleeves.

ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE IVE UPDATED THIS BUT IVE RECENTLY STARTED A INSTA FP FOR BILLIE AND IVE BEEN VIDEO EDITING BUT ILL TRY TO GET MORE CHAPTERS OUT.

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