I wonder if an axe would do the job. How come they lied to me all this time. Was is just a game to them. How did they feel after 17 years of thinking they were my family I could just forgive them. Why today. It's my eighteenth birthday for God's sake. This can't be fair.
"Humph" a small sob escaped from my mouth. Great now the whole world will have to share my uncomfort.
"Ouch" I put my hand in something. "Damm".
Lets go find somewhere else to sit rather than the pavement. Okay, now where should I go. The Park! I love the park and its so fresh and breezy I just have to go there.
"Are you okay?" I look up and wow. My eyes meet with another pair of eyes. Its a guy, Talking to me. WHY??? Okay what do I say in return. Umm.... Hi? I'm fine. No I need to ask him if he is okay. Wait... he asked me if I'm okay. Maybe he asked me so I would ask him.....
"Eughh, This is so completcated" and put my head in my hands.
"Are you okay" he asks again. Aww he cares. Lets just answer this normally Lara.
"Not really" I respond shyly. Omg my voice sound so different to when I usually talk. It's weird how it does that when I talk to strangers and cute guys.
"Would you like to talk about it over some ice-cream?" he shyly asks. OMG did he just use a pick up line...... oh well it totally worked!!!!!
"Yes!" I over- excitedly practically yell at him. "Sorry, I dont know what came over me" I admit. My mysterious guy laughs. It is perfect!
"I'm sure you are used to guys asking out you for ice-cream, since your a very pretty girl" he states. I feel myself BLUSHING!!! Oh no I'm so awkward!!!!!
"I am not pretty and not used to hot guys asking me out" I blurt out. Dang!!! He looks awkward now! He looks a few years older than me and he probably thinks me calling him hot is immature and baby-ish.
"Anyway, sorry to burst your thought bubble blondie but do you want to get ice-cream" Blondie? What does he mean by that?!? Oh my hair is blonde. I had a blonde moment there!!!!!!!!
no funny lara not funny!!!!
"Yeah sure" I reply. Way to sound chilled out!
"No over- excited answers blondie?" he chuckles. He tries keeping a straight face but I can see a twinkle in his eyes and the corners of his mouth turning up. I grab his arm. OH DEAR THIS FEELS AMAZING BUT HE MIGHT THINK WE ARE MOVING TO FAST!!!!! OH WELL!!!! I pull him into the nearest ice-cream store and sit down.
"Woah, blondie you have a feirce pull" he remarks.
"Oops. Oh and my name is not Blondie, its Lara" I tell him smiling.
"My names Joe" Joe says.
JOE!!!! It suits him. JJJJOOOOOEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it!!!! he he getting too carried away Lara. FOCUS!!!!!
We shake hands. It feels kinda weird since we have been chatting for the past 20 minuets but ity still sends tingles throughout my body.
"So, Lara" when he says my name it is amazing! "Why were you crying on the pavement, apart from waiting for Prince Charming to make you happy" he saracstically states.
"It's a long story"
"I have time"
