Things I'll never say

S E V E N

A R I A N A ' S POV

February 9, 2015

Ughhhh

Monday's.

I. HATE. MONDAYS.

Like, I'm gonna need to go to school for 5 days and 7 hours each day.

Means I'll have to carry my big bag, AGGAAIIN.

It's like a stroller bag. But worse.

Means I'll have to remember what happened in palaro and I will have to see people, I HATE PEOPLE.

Riona told me in messenger 2 days ago that today, she'll say sorry to me over and over agin.

That's until I saw the picture she sent me, her fake crying about it.

She's not even guilty and I know.

Probably she'll be laughing in victory that she pissed me off.

Entering the classroom, she came up to me and talk about random stuff I forgot

I didn't listen a couple of times....OKAY, ALL of the time

Class ended and as usual, Nika would leave first then Bea then Riona then Me then Clarissa.

Before Riona went home, I dared her to kiss Bryan for 4 seconds.

Clarissa dared her before

Gavin dared her before

So 4+4+4 is equal to 12 seconds

And Lance dared her to hug him for who knows what seconds

And I dared her to sing "Crush by David Archuleta" before and she'll be doing this at the same day.

I dunno if I could act on that day

Seeing that scene

I roamed around the campus with Clarissa and Brianna although Clarissa is pushing Brianna back but Brianna kept on clutching on Clarissa's arm.

We went everywhere.

To the rooftop, gym, grade 9 hallway, 2nd building. Just EVERYWHERE.

Once we got to gate 1, I saw my grandfather inside my car waiting.

I got out of the school building.... Pffttt haha Clarissa is alone with Brianna.

Riding shotgun, I changed the cd in the car stereo thingy the cd of Ariana Grande's 'Yours Truly'

It automatically played 'Better Left Unsaid'

It told you once

Get outta my life

I don't need you

I'll be alright

But something's

Are better left unsaid

To tell the truth

It hit me hard

A broken heart is all I have now

But something's

are better left unsaid

And I swore that I would never say

I miss you more everyday

But something's

are better left unsaid

Oooooohhh I'm gonna say things

Like shut up and kiss me

Oooooohhh I'm gonna lose it bæ

Dont blame me just kiss me

From that line, yes...the first verse.

I caught myself fall asleep

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I'm lost.
In this creepy dark forest.

I glimpse of sunlight is found on the opposite side of the narra tree far from where I'm standing right now.

I walk towards that tree to see the light clearer.

But what I found is something I never, and will never like.
It's Riona
and Him.

They're together. Alone.
Talking about something.

I moved closer to hear what they're talking about.

I heard that they were about to runaway, because of someone.

And that someone was.....

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I was woken up by my grandfather saying that were home.

I got out of the car and walk straight to my room and laying down mindlessly.

I closed my eyes and wondered if my dream will have to do something with reality in the future.

I didn't really care so I just properly lay down and slept again.

I woke up like 7:30 at night so I decided to cook some nuggets and toast 2 breads.

Disclaimer: I don't eat rice!!!

I'm eating the foooooooooood right now in my bed while watching the episode 'Phone Challenge' from 'I didn't do it' in disney.

I totally ship Austin & Piper together.

Even..if they're...not...together...in the...sho...oh forget about it.

I turned off the TV after it is done but I watched other cartoon first before turning it off together with the lights and opened the fan.

I didn't really want to open the aircon today, because it's really cold outside.

As usual, I would turn on my iPod shuffle while I sleep.

I made a playlist which has the songs:
1. Irresistible-1D
2. Loved you first-1D
3. Without Words-Ray Lamontagne
4. Best thing I got-Sabrina Carpenter
5. Summer Love-1D
6. Nobody Compares-1D
7. Tee shirt-Birdy and Jaymes

I plugged it it the speakers and I just fell asleep.

Hoping Tuesday would be better.

Oh wait, it couldn't. Because I need to go home at 1:20pm tomorrow.

Ya see, class ends at 12:10pm and every Tuesday, we have to go home at 1:20 because of computer class.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.