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[ Iwaizumi Hajime - Angst ]

   You were in love with Iwaizumi Hajime.

   Many people would either like Oikawa but for some reason, Iwaizumi has caught your attention more than Oikawa did.

   You could never forget that day.

• Flashbacks •

   You woke up and went to brush your teeth for school. You started coughing for no reason and covered your mouth as your coughed continuously. After you were done coughing, you took your hand away from your hand, you looked at it and realized that it was a red petal with a drop of something red on it. You were really confused why this happened so you went to ask your mom.

   “Mom! Can you come to my room for a second?” you called out, toothpaste foam still surrounding your mouth. After a minute, your mom came into your room “Yes honey?” she said confused “Mom, I don't know why but I just coughed up a petal!” you explained “No.. No.. This can't be true..” you mom muttered, her eyes wide and tears forming on the corner of her eyes “Do you.. Have a crush on someone?” she questioned. You were really confused of why she asked but answered anyways “..Yeah.. I do..” you said, your cheeks starting to tint a light red. “Honey.. You have Hanahaki disease.”

   She told you to finish brushing your teeth and clean your mouth, you followed what she asked and went to sit with your mom at the bed. “So mom, what is Hanahaki disease?” you asked, curiously “It happens when unrequited or one sided love happens, people who have this disease will cough up petals and blood at first, then to flowers along with blood... ” she explained as your eyes widened “B-but.. It's okay to have this right!? Right?” you asked worriedly. “It's fine at first.. But if this continues, you will end up dying dear..” she said, tears rolling down her face “Is there.. A way to stop it?” you questioned “Yes.. It's either you ask that person and have them return their feelings to you or have it surgically removed.. But your feelings for that person will dissapea-” “No!” you objected “I don't want to forget this feeling!...” you cried out “I love him mom..” you continued. “Honey, I'll give you time to think about this.. Please don't make the wrong decision..” she said “If you can.. Please just confess to him” your mom continued. “Thanks for telling me mom..” you said, tears falling down both of your faces.

• End Of Flashback •

   Now it's been two weeks that you had this disease, you had tried confessing to him on multiple occasions but would always change your mind last second and run away from him.

   You tried making a love letter for him, but always end up scribbling the whole thing after the first sentence, you had a pile of crumpled up papers in your room.

   You tried giving him gifts and snacks in his locker but that never really gave you any results, you were happy with his reaction though. The fact that he was smiling at your gift, it makes your heart skip a beat.

   What's even worse is that he was in your class. You would sometimes sneak in some glances at him ‘He looks so handsome..’ you thought everytime you glanced at him, even for the slightest second.

   Soon, you started coughing up small flowers ‘This is a bad sign..’ you thought, looking at your hand with a small delicate flower covered in blood and small petals scattered over it.

   ‘Why does this have to happen to me..’ you thought, tears priming up at the corner of your eyes, threatening to fall. ‘I guess this is my debt for liking someone who will never love me back.’.