When the darkness inside consumed me
When my demons told you to go
When I was drowning in fear and misery
You were there
When I fell apart like a million shards of glass
You picked them up, one by one, and put them back together
Cuts covering your hands like the parade of bitterness I rained on you
But you didn't stop
You knew I was a wreck, a time bomb ticking, waiting to destroy all in my path
I was lost, confused, dangerous. You knew the risks
You were there always, and here I wonder, why did you never stop? Why did you keep taking risks with my inconvenience? I was. not. worth. it.
And now you are lying there motionless because I exploded. I told you to leave and let me go. I was a hopeless cause.
But you never stopped
