Loved You First (NLG Sequel)

Loved You First (Never Letting Go Sequel)

Liam's POV:

I hate my life.

I hate not being with Niall.

I hate my class mates.

I hate my teachers.

I hate my parents.

I hate that I lost all contact with Niall.

I hate it all.

Everyone at school hates me, even teachers. I don't know why, I have an A in every class. But I'm guessing no one likes a smart student considering the bullies that attacked me everyday. I really didn't like walking home. I knew they would find me, plus my dad wouldn't be home untill 8. He had to work double shifts to support me, Nicola, and Ruth. My mom died a month after I left Niall. She died the night he sang me that song on Skype. Since then, I have been an emotional wreck.

Its hard to act happy at home when all you want to do is break. Singing has been my dream since the first time I sang to Niall, he loved it. And I thought, if I could make him happy, why can't I make hudreds of girls happy? And maybe some boys too. But all of that suffering through school, loosing Niall, and my mom's death brought me here.

It brought me to the X Factor.

I was gonna cry, I was so close to my mom. I remember her leaving me.

***FLASHBACK***

I just got off of the Skype call with Niall. I went upstairs with a tray of food to my moms room.

"Hey mom, I brought you a snack" My mom was bed rested now. I placed the food onto the bedside table.

"Thanks Liam" She smiles and kisses my cheek. Man if she leaves...I can't even handle thinking about it.

"Liam, I'll get better. I'm a fighter" She smiles at me.

"I know mummy" She pats the place next to her bed for me to rest as well.

"Why dont you get some rest" She brushes my hair back, soothing me. "Go to sleep baby"

"I love you mommy, with all my heart." I snuggle up next to her.

"I love you too, Liam. With all of MY heart." She closes her eyes too. We both take a rest.

I woke up 2 hours later with my mom here with me.

"Mom, Dr. Noffola will be here soon." I shake her a bit.

Shes not responding.

"Mom?" I panic a bit. "Mommy wake up" I sit up and shake her a bit more. "MOM GET UP!" I knew this would happen soon.

Shes gone.

"NO! MOM!" I pick her up and craddle her in my arms."No...mommy" I rock back and forth. I sang to her.

"I can't win, I can't reign

I will never win this game

Without you, without you

I am lost, I am vain,

I will never be the same

Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly

I will never make it by

Without you, without you

I can't rest, I can't fight

All I need is you and I,

Without you, without you