He actually brings me snack. Baka naman si Jungkook talaga ang secret admirer ko. Just because the whole table that we are using is full of food that he bought. The trip of this guy? Papatayin niya ba ako sa kabusugan?
Napakadami ng pagkain na binili niya. It can fit to 4 to 5 persons. And if he is going to treat me snack, take note, it was just a snack, how are going to finish the foodsss?
“That’s a lot of food.” Nanlalaking mata na sabi ko sa kanya.
“Marami ba? It’s okay, I am kinda a big eater. And you should eat a lot of food. You look so skinny than the last time I saw you.”
“Huh? When did you see me? Where? How?”
“Easy there lady, that’s a lot of question. I did not remember the last time I saw but it is library, you are reading a book.”
“How did you end up in a library? By the looks of you, you don’t go usually in that kind of place.”
“That was a harsh judgement huh? Namjoon-hyung told me get him the book he need. And he is bus that day that’s why I did him a favor.”
“Uhuh. And how come you know me?”
“That’s easy, because of the secret admirer thing. Everyone in the band knows about it. Kaya kilala ka namin.”
Napatango na lang ako sa mga paliwanag niya.
“Come on! Stop the deep thinking. Let’s eat.”
Nahihiya kong kinuha ang mga pagkain na inaabot niya sa akin. Mabagal lang ako kumain that’s why nappatingin ako sa kanya.
He’s right, he is totally a big eater. Ang bilis niya kumain, parang laging aagawan. He likes foods so much huh? Eh? Wait? He likes foods? Is he the one? Is he my secret admirer?
“Are you the one sending me letters?”
Mabilis kong inabot sa kanya ang banana milk na binili niya dahil nasamid siiya sa tanong ko.
“Your question surprise. What with the sudden question?”
“I just want to ask. According to my secret admirer he likes food so much. And seeing you eat,it suits you. I mean the clue that was given to me.”
Natawa siya sa sinabi ko. “So you’re staring at me.”
Ako naman ang nasamid sa sarili kong laway sa sinabi niya.
“I just concluded it because it cross my mind. I am not staring at you.”
“Uhuh?” nangiti niyang reaction sa akin, hindi pinaniniwalaan ang sinabi ko. “Anyways, yeah, I’m a big eater that’s why I like food. But didn’t you know that V-hyung also likes foods? His grandma like him a as chubby one that’s why he also like food.”
Napaisip naman ako sa sinabi niya. Right. V also like food, I completely forgotten about that.
“I’m sorry, I am just really curious with my secret admirer.”
“It’s okay. Continue eating. Here! Eat this one. This is a healthy one, you need it.”
Sabi niya sa akin habang inaabot ang mga pagkain. I honestly don’t know why I agreed to have a lunch with, hind naman kami close. And isa pa, we are not even friends. I am not friends with the whole band. Maybe I am too desperate to know who is behind the letter. Or are they just tripping me?
“I think the letter is not true. Your whole band is just tripping me.”
Napatigil siya sa pagkain.
“How can you say that it is not true?” seryosong sabi niya sa akin.
“The clues are not even clear. It doesn’t make sense at all.”
“I know you feel confused and irritated because of the letters. But please be careful with your words, you might hurt someone if the letters where true.” Blankong reaksyon na sabi niya. “To tell you frankly, those letters are true, no one is tripping with you. I am one of the band and I know who is behind the letters that’s why I can say that it real, it is true. You are doubting someone’s feelings for you and it can hurt.”
Matapos niyang sabihin yun sa akin ay nagpatuloy lang siya sa pagkain, having the serious expression. Not like the expression earlier, because of that, the rest of eating snack with him become awkward.
After eating the whole bunch of snack, hinatid niya ako sa room ko. He is not minding the noises everywhere and same goes for me. Seryoso pa din niyang hinahatod ako.
“Here is your room. Take care!” seryoso pa din. “Here, your secret admirer tells me to give it to you.” Inilahd niya sa akin ang isang envelope na kulay pula. Kinuha ko yun sa kanya.
“I’m going.” Sabi niya lang saka nakapamulsa na lumakad palaya. Pinanood ko lang siya umalis, still thinking with the change of mood.
Pumasok ako sa room saka dumiretso sa upuan ko at binasa ang letter.
The letter says:
“Hi Love! Good day, did you have a nice morning? Did you eat? Did you take care of yourself? My day is already complete when I see you. You really my energizer.
My bandmates said that you are really curious about me and you are asking them who I am within the band. Please don’t be pissed with me, jebal? I will show myself to you soon, stay patient huh?
Clue: Kindly heal my heart? It always flutters when I see you. It is always beating fast. HIHIHIHI, anyways, the band says I have a good eyes for shoes.
Saranghae Love. See you soon.’
Napailing na lang ako. Is it really Jungkook? Or is it Jin? Kim SeokJin has a good eyes for shoes.
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Sorry for the delay update😅
