The Killing Song - A DJD Transformers Action Romance Fanfiction [COMPLETED]

THE BAR

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lost_to_the_river & lost-to-the-river

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I could be sorry, but I don't give a damn.

There's something so majestic about the distraught on their faces as they watched me and Chambex exchange our first kisses before them. It wasn't necessarily an exchange, per say. I was doing most of the smooching and pecking, and Chambex had frozen up with her own horror. But I wouldn't call it horror. I'm a bad dude, yeah, but it was more like surprise.

Yes, surprise. That's the right word.

I have been admiring this new addition to our team ever since she stepped foot into base, and the purplish bar lights just made her appear so much more attractive. I wonder if those lights do the same thing to me.

Energon dribbled from Helex's agape mouth as he stared at us. Poor bloke was midway through a sip when I suddenly forced my lips against Chambex's. He was consumed by wonder and fear and only Primus knows what else. I know all five of us are lonely as hell, and if someone so damn romantically unwantable as me could win someone over, then any of us could.

Vos hadn't bought anything to drink; says shit like it isn't healthy. Wonder where he gets his energon from. His optics just bugged out of his head as he gawked, and Kaon was in a similar position. The only thing is that I don't know where his eyes are, so these twin black pits were just locked onto me. Tesarus's innate boredom had actually come in handy in this situation. He was thrown off at first, but now, he was the only member of the DJD that had returned to his drink, happily sipping away.

Chambex suddenly punched my chest, and I swooned backwards, still taken by the wonderous rush of joy. She was pissed, and I knew it. I could see it in her yellowish eyes and tightened mouth, and I was prepared for a verbal smack down. Her words were locked up in her throat, and she released a few unusual sounds before her fury released into the world.

"How dare you, Tarn? You are, all of you, are unlovable and disgusting! You kill mercilessly! I am not here to become one of you. The All Spark sent me to neutralize you, Tarn! I am not here to love you; I am here to kill you."

Chambex darted out of the building into the rainy, humid night, and as the door slammed loudly behind her, I quietly returned to my energon. My comrades did as well, and I was so happy they didn't see the tear slide down my faceted face. She had never told me that little detail of her life, and even though it is despicable, I think she actually did it. I felt something slip out of my spark when I made contact with her mouth. My soul did a little jump, and I think it is spinning in the opposite direction now. I am no longer consumed by rage and deviousness.

Now I just want love.