Niña Marie Delacruz's P.O.V
Beep Beep!
It's been one hour since the traffic started and until now, the vehicles are just moving slowly. Out of my irritation and lost of patience, I decided to go out in the taxi that I am riding.As usual, the sun shines bright like me and the crowd is keep on staring at me . It seems that I am the 'apple of their eyes' and I hate it a little.
Eventhough I'm used to their glares, I still got the awkward feeling. I am a shy type girl kasi,and I acted like 'Maria Clara' na hindi makabasag pinggan. Not to mention,I have many admirers and suitors because according to them, I am almost perfect and an ideal girl.
I've many relationships already, I guess I have almost seven ex boyfriends and all of them are not my ideal. I just let them to be my boy friend for them to stop courting me everyday and making me corny surprises.. I just answered them inorder for me to have a peaceful living, I honestly don't loved or liked them.
My MOm even adviced me to stop those things kasi baka daw balikan ako ng KARMA. Well may magagawa ba ako? I GUESS hindi ko naman siguro kasalanang hindi sila mahalin diba? I EVEN granted their wish to be their girlfriend.
"Excuse me miss, did you happen knw where to buy costumize birthday gifts? " the moment I lend my eyes to the creature standing in front of me,my whole world stops.
He really look like a prince charming ,he's very perfect to me!
Arghh! Why is he smiling like that?
Oh please,stop being charming, I might melt and become crazy. My heart is beating to fast and I can feel butterflies on my stomach! Is this what they called love at first sight? I never felt this before...
"Miss? Are you alright? "
"I guess I-I'm not.. My--heart is--- "
"Oh s#!t I need to go, ma-le-late na ako sa appointment ko. Nice to meet you,bye ! Hope to see you next time. " he winked at me that make me feel more abnormal!
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AFTER that incident I did not got the chance to met that man again and the worst thing is I did not even got his name,so I decided to hire a private investigator. Unfortunately, wala din akong napala sa pag hired ng P.I. so I end up disappointed ! I'm about to forget him and move on but he suddenly appeared .
We met again at my Mom's childhood get along party, mag best friends pala ang mga mothers namin kaya we got the chance to know each other.Naging close then kami sa isa't-isa at dahil dun,ang simpleng pagtingin ko para sa kanya,naging pag-ibig na so I confessed to him without thinking what will be the effects.
LUCKILY, after my confession, he courted me so I immediately gave him my BIG yes. Eventhough I heard that he's cheating at me, I still acted na para bang wala akong narinig.. Even though minsan obvious na at harap-harapan na ang paghaharutan niya sa ibang babae, nag bulag-bulagan pa din ako.
In short, I became a stupid lover! Ano bang magagawa ko eh mahal niya ako. Isa pa, he promised me that I will be his one and only. He even told me that he really loves me. NAgtagal din naman kami ng ilang months after all at sa mga months na iyon, mas dominant padin naman ang mga sweet moments namin together so I concluded that our relationship will last forever. He is my first love and I want him to be my last .
One day, hindi ko na talaga nakayanan ang mga sakit na nararamdaman ko,para bang na achieve ko na talaga ang limitationns na tinatawag nila.. Yun bang tipong masasabi mo na talaga sa sarili mo na "tama na" at "suko na ako ".. Pero before ako nakipag break up sa kanya, I confronted him first for me to be cleard out also .
"Marie? OH C'MN I don't love nor like her. HE'S NOT MY TYPE BRO so I will not give a damn if dadating ang point na makikipag break siya sa akin. Infact, iyon nga ang gusto kong gawin niya eh. "
I froze for a moment after hearing those words from him,I can't move, my heart is aching and I don't know how to ease the pain.. AFter a while, my tears fell down without my permission.
Hindi nga ba niya ako minahal?
BAKIT NGAYON KO LANg IYON NALAMAN? GANITO NA BA TALAGA KA HIGH ANG LEVEL NG KATANGAHAN KO?
NAKAKABWISIT LANG!!
Ang sakit!
"IS IT- *SOBS* IS IT TRUE? YOU DON'T ---" HINDI ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko kasi nag break down na ako.. I cried out loud while sobbing.
ZEUS kneeled a little and pat my shoulders..
"I AM VERY SORRY MARIE.. I JUST CAN'T LOVE NOR LIKE YOU. YOU DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE ME AND TO BE HONEST YOU ARE NOT MU TYPE.. I found you plain and boring,sorry " tinaboy ko ang mga kamay niya sa mga balikat ko at tiningnan siya ng diretso sa mata na para bang nagmamakaawa.
"If that's the case, then why did you courted me in the first place? Why did you made me believe that you really love me and that we will be forever? Why Zeus? Why?--- " my tears are falling faster compare kanina.. NAhihirapan na din akong Huminga dahil sa nararamdaman kong sakit at pighati sa aking puso't isipan..
"Simply because I don't want to hurt you.. I don't know to reject you kasi naging kaibigan na din kita Marie. Naaawa lang ako sa iyo at that time to the point na nakagawa ako ng moves na hindi ko aakalaing hahantung sa ganito. "
"Talaga bang mahirap akong mahalin? Ma--Mahirap ba? "
He just gave me a pitty look then left me without answering my questions. GANUN na lang ba lahat iyon?
AFter all , malalaman ko lang na hindi niya ako mahal? FAKE lang ba lahat ng pinapakita at pinapadama niya sa akin?
Saan ba ako nagkamali? Saan ako nagkulang? KASALANAN KO bang ganito na talaga ako?
Ang unfair!
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After a year,napagod din ako sa katangahan ko.. Tumigil din ako sa wakas sa pag-iyak at kakaisip sa kanya..Sa wakas,nakapag-move on din ako kaso nga lang,our break up really cause me to be a bitter person!
My bitterness changed me a lot , I'm not a shy type now and charming now, I am hotter than hell now and wiser compared before. My bitterness also lead me to join this club called "Chandria's Ampalaya Club " for me to have a revenge to him!
Sa pagsali ko sa club na ito, sinisiguro kong babalik lahat ng sakit at pighati na nararamdaman ko noon sa kanya! I'll make sure to make him regret and I will not let him to be happy.
I will give him back my worst nightmare like love story and my bitter sweet revenge!
ZEUS JEPherd THEOREM, you better watch out kasi sa muling paghaharap natin, ibang ako na ang matutunghayan mo!
I'll make sure that you will have your unforgettable lesson!
BINABASA MO ANG
Chandria's Ampalaya Club
Fiksi Remaja" HE/SHE met you,liked you,made you fall,made you believe in FOREVER,got bored ,then left. Nasaan ang HUSTISYA? " Naranasan mo din ba yun? Bitter ka na din ba ngayon kagaya ni CHANDRIA? Kung oo,sumali ka na lang sa AMPALAYA CLUB niya , ang club kun...
