On the way out Yolanda signs my discharge papers while thanking everyone for helping me out. We get into her BMW and head home.
On the way I ask her about The Vault and she tells me that it's a training academy which offers many forms of exercises as well as some self defense classes such as judo, karate, MMA and a whole lot more.
As she keeps talking I become fully intrigued by the place and wonder how Damien could've picked out a place that wod fit my personality and what I need. So I ask Yolanda to sign me up and she only looks at me and I give her a shrug telling her that I only want to see if I can use it to my advantage not really telling her the exact reason why I want to go as I have not figured it out myself.
Caught in my thoughts I did not notice Yolanda taking the detour and by the time we arrive it's already late. As I enter the house I make a bee line for my room and sure enough everything is just as I had left it.
A queen size bed with black and white sheets, a bookshelf in the far right corner, a grey rug in the center, a few posters hanging on the wall, my makeup desk with almost everything a girl needs but I rarely use, my study desk with a bunch of papers and books laying around and my laptop half closed.
I walk inside my walk in closet and grab my journal and write down the last couple of days and somehow that makes me feel relieved.
"Quickly freshen up and come downstairs" says Yolanda
"I'll be there in a minute", comes my reply. I quickly head for my bathroom and freshen up and change into something more comfortable.
Heading downstairs in hit by the aroma of all of my favorite food and I feel my stomach growling as I realize that I hadn't had anything to eat ever since breakfast. As I walk into the dining room there in the head seat is my father with my mother and brother Alejandro on the other side.
On the table are all of my favorite dishes from chicken marsala, to Madeira cake, a beef casserole to stir fry. When I finally look at my family they all have smiles on their faces. All the emotions come hitting me at full force. I slowly make my way to the dinner table and sit by Alejandro.
"So this was your surprise all along?", directing my question with a smile to Yolanda who grabs the seat next to my mother. "Si'" she says beaming.
"Honey I'm so glad you're alright" my mother says. "Yes, we all are, I need you to know that whatever we do, no matter how far we are from you, we do everything for you and your brother and you will always be my baby girl" comes my father's words. Touched by his words all I do nod while Alejandro takes my hand in a reassuring squeeze.
"Okay" says Yolanda "now that, that is out of the way let's dig in."
The atmosphere is beautiful and I'm outstanded that my family is here with me. We dine and have a wonderful time laughing at old memories and making fun of our parents. Everything is wonderful until my father says in his very serious tone," I'm taking away your bike. I don't want a repeat of what hsp9ever again. Try using your car for car".
"Dad you can't don't that", slowly feeling the tears burn the back of my eyes. "I've literally have no freedom and the little that I have you're taking it away. Daddy please don't do this" I desperately cry but his made is made up.
"Alex what I said is final" I slowly rise from my chair and look him straight in the eyes and say "I don't get why you always do this to me whenever I feel like I could possibly be happy you ruin it for me. You never go around making any of those demands when it comes to AL but you jump at anything that could make me happy. Honestly dad I'm tired and I'm fed up you're never there when I need you the most, non of you are but always try to act like everything is fine but it's not "I say while viciously wipe away the tears from my eyes.
" To you this might seem like I'm over exaggerating but this is the first time I felt like I was slowly getting myself back. I need my freedom and if you're not gonna give it to me then what's the point of me living, so congrats dad you've officially lost your daughter. The next time you'll see me will be in a graveyard. "
" Alex! "exclaims my mother," No let it be Tamera "says my father" If she really wants to end her life then so be it".
"Ignacio" "Dad" exclaims my mother and brother in unison. I take a final look at them and run straight for my room. Without hesitation I go straight for my toiletries cabinet and take out a razor and slit my wrist and just sit on the ground watching the blood drip slowly awaiting death. Out of nowhere Yolanda appears in my room shouting from the top of her lungs and then I black out.
So I've been away for a while mainly because I've been really lazy to continue with this story but a persistent friend of mine insisted that I continued so here you go. I know it's a little short but I'll try to make weekly updates prolly Wednesday and hopefully they will be longer.
So I'd really appreciate it if you guys leave a like so I'll know that you guys are enjoying the story...
Thank you
Kam❤️
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Lost In Forever
Teen Fiction"Everyday I try to grow, but what surrounds me makes me fall" she said "Then grab my hand and let's go into this journey of the unknown and baby I'll never let you fall" I can't help but the words seem to flow out of my mouth. Alex Kane finally meet...
