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𝔚𝔢 𝔓𝔩𝔞𝔶 𝔒𝔲𝔯 𝔉𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔢𝔰 𝔒𝔲𝔱 ℑ𝔫 ℜ𝔢𝔞𝔩 𝔏𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔚𝔞𝔶𝔰

I spent the night dancing drunk and high off roxies with many different people includng Xani, Molly oh and Hyde

i was dancing all over Hyde and i see $crim in the corner of my eye's and i knew my plan was working he's finally on the other side

i was getting bored so i went outside to roll up a joint lucky there were less people outside then before so i went at the end of the pool away from the doors and sat to roll

i was mostly in the shade and it was like 2 am and no one was really able to see me from the tables

the door slid open and ruby walked out lighting a cig then not too long after Tori came and i couldn't hear much but from what it looked like she was trying to flirt with him

and for Xani i observed and noted everything he did and as for $crim i laughed at his choice of girls but thankfully it helped me care less about who he's with and more about how pointless it was to care about him in general

from what it looked like Ruby basically told her to fuck off and get out which made me laugh so hard but i was trying to hold it in so they wouldn't hear  me, but that was probably the highlight of my night and my smoke sesh

Ruby went back inside so i decided to switch spots and sit at the tables because my joint was almost done than the infamous $crim came walking outside smoking a blunt

'great' i said under my breath my eye's laid heavy and i knew he knew exactly were they'd fall. i hesitantly made eye contact.

"yo you wanna smoke with me?"

he asked i slightly bit my lip but because i was nervous not because of him but in general, then i smiled and said 'yeah' so he sat at the chair that's was beside but in front of me

i could feel him observing me i was so nervous mostly because i was extremely high on weed, pills and alcohol but also because the intensity of his presence caused many thoughts to run through my head

"so tell me what you're doing outside alone during a party"

he said flipping the dreads out of his face and sitting back in the chair

"getting some fresh air and fresh weed in my system, it's honestly kinda nicer out here.. what are you doing out here instead of in there with your little girlfriend?"

i said taking the last few puffs out of my joint then ashed it out

"i don't do girlfriends, but she had to go home, oh and your girls are wasted right now Xani is passed out in Ruby's room and i think Molly is probably somewhere with Pouya"

"i don't do girlfriends"

i said mocking him he smirked after that i got a text from Ace saying he went home before he got too fucked up, 'shit' i thought now i'm going to have to face the problem i've been avoiding instead of getting a ride with Ace

"honestly i ain't got patience to sugar coat shit, shawty just face it you want it and i know you think about it and trust me I know just what you thinking about too"

he said leanig towards me, hair swinging back over his face, i looked down took a deep breathe and then looked back up at him straight in the eyes, i can tell the party kind of got him fucked up so i didn't wanna be too harsh and ruin his high