"I've made a mistake, now I am living with the consequences. I regret it, I really do. I am so sorry."
addison's pov
Here I am, standing in the middle of the place I thought I would never be again, well at least after that night. I wish it could all be different, I wish we could've gotten through it. I really loved him, I really did, and maybe I still do. Then he broke my heart, almost right in front of me.
God I wish I wasn't here right now. I have to though. I have to for my brand. You see, after me and Bryce broke up I left tiktok and started focusing on my acting and that branch of my life. I have been in two movies so far, with some great parts.
Why am I still thinking about him, why? Come on Addison just think about how far you have come. You haven't thought about him in years. Years Addison. You don't need him. You don't need to love him. You shouldn't love him. He has a girlfriend and he hasn't thought about you. Stop. Just stop. He is happy your happy. Be happy, it isn't that hard.
Still here I am in the middle of a room, in the middle of a party, with so many people that I used to know. Don't talk, don't make any sudden movements, don't interact. Get in, get out, and maybe get a drink on the way. Live that way, don't catch feelings. Its not worth it. Love is like a drug. It is good in the moment, it cures all your problems. Then shortly after, it ruins your life. It hurts you in so many ways, some ways that you never have felt before. Promise me Addison, you will never catch feelings, ever again.
What if I run into him. What if I run into his girlfriend. Just act like you don't know them. No, that won't work, you literally kissed the guy. What if he pretends like he doesn't know you? That will hurt. What about his girlfriend? Will she get mad at you? I mean she does love the guy and you did break up with him and broke his heart. He broke your heart first Addison.
stop
no need to overthink
but what happened to us?
That's what I thought when I stood in the middle of a party in the middle of sway in the same spot where he broke my heart almost three years later. Why the fuck am I here? I'll just have to figure out why, and maybe find out somethings along the way.
bryce's pov
Why is she here? Why is she in the same spot where she broke my heart? Well, even I know that I broke here heart first.
*flashback 3 years ago*
"What the fuck Bryce? Why did you have to do that?" She boldly stated.
"Look babe it isn't my fault. Josh and Blake invited some strippers over and forced me to do it even though I was drunk" I said.
"First of all don't you dare call me babe, you will never call anything but Addison again. Second of all, you promised me that you wouldn't drink to much. Look I know it is your 21st birthday but you are supposed to be matured and act like an adult. You don't have to act 21 by drinking till you drop. You know what, I am going to leave, for a good long time, and by the time I come back you better have cleaned up your act. Please Bryce. Not for me, but for yourself." She said.
She left and didn't come back for a good long time, like she said. But there she was, in a beautiful dress, in the middle of my house where she swore she wouldn't come in. Shut up Bryce, you have a girlfriend. A girlfriend that you are willing to give up for her. She probably won't take you back, she is to good for you. Just try not to catch feelings for her again, just don't look at her, don't talk to her, and don't come near her. For yourself, like she said.
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what happened to us?- a braddison story
Teen Fiction"You were the only person that made me happy." he blurted out "Then why did you do what you did" I stated, clearly making my point.
