it all started at school i was bullied alot. I got so depressed that i started cutting. I got called an emo bitch attention whore i was told to kill my self. They didnt know ive try ed to kill myself.I dont have anyone i needed someone.Then i met someone a guy he told me he loved me he lied all he did was use me. At home i dint eat i just cried because when we broke up he came and beat me up.I was bruised and bleeding. I started skipping school no one cared. When i was at home it was like i was invisible.i ran away to my sisters house.i joined school over by her house hoping for a fresh start.On my first day i just got stared at i made a few new friends though.Their names where laura hayden and kim. I was finally happy or that's what i thought i was on face book when hayden made a post saying : that dumb emo bitch joined our school when will she die no one likes her like open your eyes. When i saw this i was crushed. That night i died my hair black i bought grey color contacts people didnt like me so im becoming someone else. the next day at school everyone stared laura and kim asked what i did to my gorges brown hair and my beautiful green eyes i said the real me . "kim im sorry i couldnt keep it inside" i said *tears rolling down my cheeks * . "its okay"*she hugged me tight*. i looked up "okay". the next weak was a living hell . kim and laura stayed while every one left. after a few years i finally got a boyfriend .kim had moved i still had laura. when ever my boyfriend hugged my i wanted to cry he would yell at me saying i need to eat. he would hit me . and smash me againt the wall. he said if i told anyone he would kill me. i would cry and cut at night. everyone thought everything was just fine or okay because of long sleeves and fake smiles.one night my boyfriend hit me so hard i passed out i bled all over and had lost alot of blood when my sister got home she had to call an ambulance. at the hospital i swore this would never happen again. that night i tried everything popping pills slitting my wrist but nothing worked.the next day at school i broke up with my bot friend. that night he snuck in and tried to stab me in my sleep. when i woke up he was on top of me with a knife in his hand.