I'm sighing heavily, pacing back and forth as I over think things that can badly happen.
I don't know how will I tell this news to my mom. Knowing that she's so conservative and overprotective towards me being her only child. I don't know how to start a word to tell her.
Biting my lower lip, I dialed Rosé's number. She's next to mom that will surely help me.
"C-chae." My voice cracked and controlled myself to not cry.
"Hey Jennie, what happened? Is there any problem?" Rosé asked. I know she's worried about me.
But upon hearing her words, even to her, as my bestfriend I don't know how to deliver the news to her that the result was...
Positive.
I'm pregnant.
"Chae." This time, I cried. It's not that I don't want the baby. But I'm scared. Scared of the thought that I will be alone to raise this child.
"Hush now. Please Jennie. What's wrong? You're making me worried."
"Chae, I... I'm pregnant."
I know my voice was almost inaudible. But I know Rosé heard me as I heard her gasped and it was soon followed by a controlled rant.
"Oh my gosh!!! Fucking Lisa was such a shooter! What did she say? Oh wait, does she know?"
Panic can be heard on Rosé's voice even at the end of this line.
"Yes, she knows." I say.
"And? What's her reaction? Do you see any signs that she'll leave you? Or did she tell you to abort the baby?"
I thought for a second. But all I remembered was Lisa smiling so wide. Her eyes dancing with joy and love.
"No, Chae. She's so happy when I told her I'm bearing her child."
I smiled at the thought of Lisa being all happy and giddy when she knew I bear her child.
"Really? You knew she dumped Mina when she learned that she's pregnant."
And that thought scares me. I knew Mina, she was once our neighbor. And I often see Lisa going to their house when they live with our neighbourhood. I always got jealous that time with Mina. Lisa is such a charmer and I had a crush on her back then. But eventually, Lisa stopped visiting her and I learned that they already broke-up, and Mina was pregnant that time.
I never asked Lisa the reason why they broke-up. Just a rumor spread that Lisa impregnated Mina, then she left her.
"I don't know, Chae." I sniffed, lots of negative thoughts came running to my mind.
Shifting my thoughts to my mom. My nervous began to double. I know she'll be disappointed. "And mom, I'm terrified to tell her."
"Okay Jen. First, talk to Lisa. Ask her what's really her plan with you and the baby. And then you should talk to your mom together... But please Jennie, don't stress yourself. And your baby's a blessing. Cheer up."
"Thank you, Chae. Wait, I think Lisa's already here. I heard her car. I'll keep you posted. Bye."
I turned off my phone and went to open the door of our house to welcome Lisa.
"Hey, beautiful." She said, holding a boquet of flowers and fresh fruits. "Google said it's good for the baby." Spreading her arm, she signaled me to come closer and hug her. So I obliged.
I sniffed her neck and hug her tight.
"Easy, woman." She chuckled then I held her shirt, tight causing her to frown. "Beautiful, is there any problem? Are you hurting?" She asked. She's always so caring about me. And she's always so attentive when it comes to me.
Then I thought about Mina. What if Lisa will leave me as well? What will I do? "Do you want to talk?"
She guided me to our couch, she's already feeling at home here even though we're just two months being girlfriends.
I put the flowers on the table in front of me while Lisa put the fruits to the kitchen first but not forgetting to kiss me. Then she went back and sat beside me, guiding my head to her strong shoulders.
"What's the matter?" She's caressing my arm and sniffing my hair. It's one of her favorite thing to do with me.
Should I really be worried?
She's been nothing but a good girlfriend to me.
But I know part of our relationship was we're still at the stage of getting to know each other and building everything... Including trust.
I sighed.
"Baby I'm scared."
"Scared of what?" She asked.
I look up to see her face. I closed my eyes as I feel her plump lips touching my forehead. My heartbeat went wild.
"That... Uhm, that you'll leave me."
She sighed. "Where did you get that idea? Was it about the issue between Mina and I?"
My heart pounded. So scared at the thought of Lisa, leaving me.
I already surrenedered everything to her even though she's my first love. That's how I love her.
I just cried. Maybe being emotional is one of the signs of being pregnant.
"Baby, please listen to me." She cupped my face and made me look at her. "That rumor was not true. Trust me. I never left Mina because I impregnated her. And I never touched Mina, baby. So the child wasn't mine. You see, she left before her belly went noticeable. I didn't speak about the rumor that I was the father of her child because I also kinda protect Mina. She was once my girlfriend." She spoke. I looked straight at her eyes and I believed her. Her eyes never lied.
Then Lisa made me straddle her. And I made myself comfortable at our position and kissed her.
"Please believe me." She cupped my cheeks.
I nodded, "You'll never leave me?"
"Of course I won't. I love you so damn much to do that." She started kissing my collarbone. I moaned and felt her cock getting harder.
"Ahhh."
"Can you feel that? Can you feel that dick getting hard because of you?" She asked, I nodded and let out a throaty moan as I started to rub my clothed pussy to her clothed cock. "So stop worrying woman. I'll never leave you."
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