their hands were still embracing one another when they sat down on the bed. no one spoke for a minute, only a minute, for mashiho stuttered out :
"y-you did nothing wrong hyung."
junkyu looked into his eyes. his pupils expanded once they glanced at each other. mashi put a consoling smile on his face, squeezing lightly the palm he had in his own.
"what are we gonna do about jihoon?"
the older put on serious airs, but inside his heart was wrenching dreadfully.
he left the ultimate decision for mashiho. if mashiho wants him to go for what they have, then he will. if mashiho chooses jihoon instead, then... he will give up.
"he isn't here yet, why do you mention him." mashi sobbed out when the feeling overcame him.
junkyu rapidly drew him to a hug. he didn't mean to make him cry again. the remorse made him say :
"i won't mention him, i promise. what do you want me to do then?"
after several seconds mashiho finally broke a silence that followed his friend's words, by saying with a little quaver.
"i want to spend this day with you, i want to sleep with you this night again. i wish for us to be as happy as we were in the morning hyung..."
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Fanfic| jihoon did not notice the longing in mashiho's eyes to come back to junkyu. | ENG | pairing : kim junkyu & takata mashiho start : 18.02.21 end : 23.03.21 #1 in mashi ♡ 감사합니다 ^ - ^ (short!story&chapters!)
