~4 yrs ago~
Dear Diary,
Today I saw my daddy cry then he cursed out loud at the wind for about 10 minutes straight.When momma saw what was happening she swore to herself that she would never forget the day daddy cried.Since this morning when she said I promised myself that I would never talk about love unless it exist.
Sincerly, Y/N
~4 yrs l8r~
"Jacob, I love you" I cooed in his ear. He kissed me on my forehead indicating that he loved me back.He kissed me on my forehead indicating that he loved me back.But his eyes didn't say it.They said I'm sorry. "Jake what's wrong?" "I'm sorry baby,but I have to tell you something." These were the words that I always dreaded. God please don't let him tell me that he wants to break up. "Baby I'm sorry for telling you this late but I have to leave for California tomorrow " He said as tears were streaming down his face. I became hysterical.
"Jake,NO, I finally have a tight grip onto reality and I'm not about to let it go.No,not right here not right now not ever."
He embraced me into a hug."Babe I'm sorry I didn't tell you early if I did you would have been distant" "Jacob please spend your last night with me." "Anything for you" "And I know your leaving in the morning when I wake up so can you leave some kind of proof so I know this isn't a dream" "Okay"
The next morning I woke up and he was gone.I seen a picture on my dresser of us and on the back it said "I will always love you babygirl just don't forget me. Love Jacob" I shed many tears that day because he was the only exception I made for love.
Haley Williams/Paramore own all the lyrics and the song.I own nothing.
