Ashes of Love

Reflection

The winds blow with a cold breeze while I look at the mirror recalling what had Xu Feng said I have remembered the last word that you said and took it as a reminder so I won't be fooled by you again.
Maybe I should not bother him he really hate me,but I really love him.
The room is so silent while she is feeling down and lonely
She asked herself, I bring myself in trouble besides past is a history I should go ahead even if it's full of thorns.She fell asleep while thinking this over and over. It was morning I was waked with a gentle voice saying
Mi Er wake up . I was startled Am I still dreaming ? It was my father but how, I softly said Father am I dead?
Then a soft giggle welcome me , in my head I thinking was that all dream I am very relieved,but then father said I am here to remind you so you won't go to the past.  I sighed hardly, then all of this is just a dream. Mi Er good fortune will come in good time you just need patience .  Okay then,light  shines and then I wake up. I was thinking and then Run Yu came.Run Yu I said softly, I saw his expression changed like a rain turning into a Rainbow. Then he said Jin Mi if I can't make you my queen perhaps you could be my princess. I was shocked then I said sure why not ,I wasn't thinking then I glimpse with a smirk. Then Run Yu smiled at me again like he can read my mind. But he didn't know what I was thinking I told him that I need time for myself. and he quietly leaved . I was thinking of a way to see Xu Feng without noticing me, my heart really bleed even I'm not sick  I can feel the thorns pushing through my heart. I need to free myself, then Yan You said beautiful lady what makes you so sad, smile up we will go to a festival at demon realm, I know you will like it fox immortal would be there too . Okay ,I'll go I haven't go to a festival for so long let's go. When we arrived there I saw fox immortal and I called him. Mi Er you are big now we have prepared a seat for you . I felt really happy for a long time I missed this warmth , but one thing bothered me Xu Feng's Bird like eyes are staring at me ,I didn't do anything about it and just continue to talk with Yan You and fox immortal. But keeps staring at me and I said if Fire immortal don't want me here he could tell so you could say and I'll leave,But in my surprise he said what makes you think you can't go here . And I said despirately you're hate , anger and disappointment to me . His eyes glimpsed at me , like telling you idiot why would you go here if you know that I hate you . I sat down and started to talk again with Yan You and fox immortal,but he still glimpses at me.which made me awkward . When the festival was halfly done I said I'll take my leave . But Xu Feng said don't you like the festival that you'll leave that fast . I said it's not like that but Run Yu must be worried and angry at me , I  don't wanna be locked in my room again . Xu Feng stared at me and said then you'll free to go. Back at Heavenly realm , Jin Mi where did you go Run Yu said softly . Calm down I just go to the flora realm ok, he smiled and said eat them I specially made them for you. I started to eat few and remember the times when I would steal some of Xu Feng's snack , it made me teary. Run Yu said don't you like them ?, I like them but ,I remember when I'm with Rou Rou . He smiled and said ok, eat while  you can promise . I said softly ok, then I'll sleep I'm tired. Then he left. my heart was really crushed,but good thing I didn't cry when I'm with Xu Feng.