Punishment : A Woosan Fan fiction

✨Chapter 18✨

"My problem?"

"Your joking right," He asks, and San doesn't budge from what he stans. "Your fucking joking right"

"Does it look like I'm joking, Why are you being so damn defensive"

"Because look at what the hell you are doing!! I invited you into my home, to fucking enjoy some time with Lix and Joong and .... and me San. I wanted you to relax with me and them and really enjoy this and you are sitting on your phone practically ignoring everyone there like why are you doing that."

"It's complicated "

"No it's not because if you were just going to do that you shouldn't have come San, why did you agree to come if that's all you wanted to do."

"Because you asked..."

"And you couldn't say no?!?!"

"No Wooyoung I couldn't"

"God you are so fucking selfish" Wooyoung cries out on the verge of walking out of the room but San grabs him by the arm restricting him. "Get off of me "

"How am I selfish, because if we are really pointing fingers you are the selfish one."

"me?" He says when San lets his arm go. "So you come into my house and act the way you do but I'm selfish?"

"Haven't you ever thought about asking me why I was acting the way I was"

"Or you can fucking tell me, instead of bitching and leaving your negativity on people who don't deserve that, How are you calling me selfish, look at what the fuck got us here. You claimed me and got touchy and say it was to 'tame' me but it was just so you can get off, Let's fucking have that conversation since I'm selfish."

"Stop wooyoung"

"No, not only do you take advantage of my life and flip shit the fuck around, you have been acting so strange towards me lately, you won't touch me, you barely talk to me, for fucks sake you won't even kiss me and I just do not understand why are you acting this way towards me. and now here we are and I'm upset about how you behave and you sit here and call me selfish"

"There's a reason Wooyoung I'm not jus-"

"No, I really don't care anymore... You know I went out with Hongjoong not too long ago and I saw you with your little boyfriend, laughing it up and intentionally ignoring my damn calls, great job of proving you don't give a fuck about me and never did. Frankly, I don't even care," He says tears threatening to fall from his eyes. He looks at San's face. His eyes were wide as if Wooyoung was right about him having a significant other. 

"Boyfriend?"

"Oh don't you pull that bullshit on me, Whatever, I literally don't give a fuck who you put your dick in, or who you are with at night if it isn't me, But-" San looks at him innocently almost. and Wooyoung just can't anymore

So he pushes San. Squeezing his eyes shut, as if he was restraining from having a tantrum. He is punching at San's chest screaming things that no decent person could say without regretting it. When he has had enough he grabs Wooyoungs arms,  "I hate you so much for ever touching me, you literally should have left me alone before letting me get attached to you.

"Just let me go San you are such a piece of shit you really are-"

"Stop!! Fucking stop like shut the fuck up and just listen to me." 

"No I don't have to listen to anybody, I don't. and you can't fucking force me to."

"So why have you," He asked, striking apart of Wooyoung in a place he hadn't expected it to. Those words hit him right in his chest. Simply because San had a point. Wooyoung has listened to every word San has ever said to him, but not against his will, he wanted to. That's why it struck a nerve in him..." why have you let me in your bed and fuck you until you can't move, or why have you let me treat you to food and baby you? I never fucking forced you Wooyoung do you ever think about that, I never forced anything on you ever."

Wooyoung blinks at him, a fire in him calmer than before but a new burning was inside him. This was pure guilt... because now he saw it in San's eyes, San was suffering. More than wooyoung was and he never noticed. The distance and the number of times he avoided touching him, it wasn't random. There was a reason behind this.

"You are accusing me of shit without allowing me to have a say, You are so fucking full of yourself do you know that," He says and releases Wooyoung standing not too far from him.

"You come into my job and all I intended to do is change your bratty ass not entirely but just enough to make you respect others" He pauses and takes a step closer. "And then I let your pretty ass get too close to me, and you really got to me because I was spending money on someone who was just supposed to be a fling, a fun game. But then you fucking giggled and smiled and craved me and it made me crave you."

"San-" He stops because he knows San isn't at all finished.

"I cannot continue with what we have Wooyoung, I can't touch you, or kiss you, even holding you has crossed a boundary for me because I won't stop" Wooyoung tilts his head, tears falling but silently. 

"Don't say that please" 

"I touch you, and then I want more, you laugh and I want to hear it again, you smile and hug up against me, and I'll want it to be on loop" He steps closer hands shaking with a hesitation that made Wooyoung nervous, and he reached for his face and pulled him in closer than he thought.

and just by the close contact, Wooyoung's heart picks up in pace. Their lips graze each other but San still has more to say... He breathes the same air as the younger now and then he speaks.

"I don't want to keep having sex Wooyoung, even when you piss me the hell off you are worth so much more than that you deserve more than that." He whispers and says something lower, but wooyoung heard it. He knew exactly what he said "I don't know what I feel Wooyoung and I don't know if I'm in love with you yet, but I like you so much... I wanna love you so bad" He said in almost a silent plea.

Their lips finally collide, melting together. With every kiss, they share Wooyoung can feel his heart jump from his chest. This kiss was not like the other kisses they shared, this here was soft and patient, with no intention hidden behind it. Wooyoungs hands latch onto his biceps Squeezing as if to keep him in place while they shamelessly envelop in each other's taste, but San pulls away before Wooyoung could fall into the dream he was slipping towards. 

"Please say something Wooyoung" he whispers lips still light against the other. He shakes his head no, because what does he say? Not only did San just confess to him he kissed him close to senseless, Wooyoung was absolutely speeches. What does he say in this situation now? He never even expected to ever find him here but yet here he was arguing with the very playboy he could thought he could 'handle'. They now held eye contact but only until Wooyoung opened his mouth to speak.

"I don't know what to say," he says with an ashamed look on himself, but It hurt San... it did for sure. So he turned Quickly storming out of the apartment, Wooyoung screams out his name but he ignores him and continues on his way out. Hongjoong and Felix watched as if they weren't standing outside of Wooyoung's room listening to the argument. 

Wooyoung doesn't stop though he follows San all the way to the lobby and shouts his name one last time. San stops.

"San if you walk out that door," he says voice laced with a pain unexplainable. "Then whatever this is stops and we will never speak again."

"..."

~chapter end~

This was a-lot, wasn't it? DOUBLE UPDATE BECAUSE I SEE YOU GUYS ARE DYING OVER THAT CLIFFHANGER. My heart is so soft that I have granted you guys ANOTHER cliffhanger LMAO. evil I know...

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