Chapter 1

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(Y/n's POV)

"YOU KNOW WHAT MAYBE WE WEREN'T WORTH IT!" Ranboo screamed. "YOU DON'T THINK I KNOW THAT!" I yelled back. "You should go home." He said calmly. "Fine!"

I grabbed my backpack and left his room. I grabbed my water bottle from his kitchen and the got my phone from the living room. I left the house and I started walking home.

It started to rain and I sighed. I put in my headphones and put on some sad music to set the mood. I felt heartbroken. I didn't really mean what I said. Maybe he didn't. I really don't know what happened to our relationship. It was going fine and then one day we had a fight about me walking in on his stream on accident. It feels like that one fight set every thing off. It honestly sucked. We would fight one night and then act like high school sweethearts at school. It all felt fake. No matter if we held hands or even hugged, it didn't feel like it mattered.

(Time skip)

I layed on my bed still in the same soaking clothes and listening to the same music. Then 'Clarity' by Zedd ft. Foxes started to play. I hadn't cried all night but I started to cry at this song.

(Flashback)

"Ranboo can we please sing this? Please?" I asked. "Fine" Ranboo said. He rolled his eyes jokingly. "Yay!" I cheered. We started singing 'Clarity' I was so happy and he looked like he was too.

(End Of Flashback)

TW: HINTS OF SUICIDE

'Was it all a lie?' I thought. I started to cry even more. I looked at my desk and saw some of my anxiety pills I haven't taken in a while. I was supposed to take 1 but I just decided 'this is a great calming method' and took 10 at once and swallowed it with my white monster.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 18, 2021 ⏰

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