Mate | Namjin FF ✔️

part 4

My rut was just 2days away I decided to visit Jin because I had a feeling he will need conviction before we have never had real sex before now (it's been 5years since I knew Jin was my mate but we never had sex because I felt he was too weak ,cause when ever we kiss he feels weak I couldn't imagine myself fucking him I was scared he could die.
So normally during my rut I travel far so I wouldn't harm my love (jin) .
Our first time was the day I came back from war with other pack I got too jealous I couldn't control myself and he had to be admitted to the hospital ..
Now it's my rut am 23 and as the next head of the pack am very strong both mentally , sexually and otherwise I don't know what to do especially since my Jin is weak ..)

Why I want to have sex with him this time is because the Kang pack are planning a war they are one of the strongest of the werewolves clan I really need Jin to get pregnant cause I fear I may not come out of this victoriously .not that my people are not strong but it's only the Kang clan that as a witch and this is rare she could control minds it takes only the strongest to withstand a witches spell.

BACK To PRESENT...
I knocked at jin's door and I heard it open upon that I saw my love standing at my front I wanted to control myself and heart from beating too fast but I couldn't I immediately hugged him too tight but he wasn't resisting after few minutes Jin told me to let go or he might die from how tight my embrace is .
Nj: sorry love I just miss you so much
Jin: it's ok so what bring you here cause u never come to this part of the pack not that am angry but am really worried .
Nj: not to worry I missed you and wanted to come see my love or am I not welcomed ..
Jin instantly shut him up with kisses on his cheeks and smiled .
Jin: you Kno u are always welcome cause I love you and appreciate your presence.
Namjoon couldn't hold his smile he was very happy ..
Nj : you know am entering my rut soon ,I really want to be with you this time am tired of running into the forest for relieve ..moreover I wanted to ask how do u manage ur heat cause u never disturb none meet me for relieve ..
Jin laughed
Jin: do you think you are the only one suffering right now I want you too cause during heat I had to sneak into ur room and steal ur clothes so I could sniff it and relieve myself all this year's ..
Nj: why didn't u meet me or you don't love me enough..
Jin:: no no don't say that i wasn't meeting you because I was not sure if I would survive ur hold(sex) ..
Jin rushed to namjoon and hugged him tight while tears stream down his eyes .
Jin: you mean the world to me and I hope u Kno that .
Namjoon hugged him(Jin,) back and kissed him madly don't cry love .after some minutes they pulled of the kiss for air .Jin was too weak to look at namjoon's eyes so he just rest his head on his(namjoon) shoulder .

Nj:I missed you..well for my rut I have a plan.
Jin: what's ur plan ?
Nj: I want us to leave the pack to the forest like a camp out ..
Jin : why ?
Nj : I don't want people disturbing us ,I want you (Jin) all to myself for the week ..
Jin: love are u sure I can take you am so scared ,I don't want to disappoint you ,cause this will be our official first time..
Namjoon kissed jin's head and smiled .
Nj : tho u may be an omega but u are my mate the god's wouldn't make u my mate if u can't handle me ..and moreover I love you more than anything so Never doubt it..
But I still leave it to ur decision.
If u choose not to go with me I understand totally I don't want you to feel pressured ok? .
Jin : I will go with you at least u will get to mark me .I love you so much .
Nj: wow then we have a plan we will leave tomorrow since my rut is next .
Jin:ok
Namjoon pecked jin's lips and was about walking out of the door when Jin held his wrist and said .
Jin: always Know u mean the world to me .
Nj : I Kno and same with me .i will pick u up once the cock crows ..
They hugged for the last time before they departed ..
Namjoon was very happy to see his love and also get approval from him as well ,nj hummed as he entered his room and lay on his bed all he could think of was tomorrow.(I can't wait for daybreak I miss my love already)..

LONG CHAPTER..
See you next chapter 😜