Dark Dreams:The Angel

1th Chapter:Leaving New York

~Chapter 1:Leaving New York~

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Time was already six but I was already feeling awaken.Pain and unhsppiness.Nothing else!These were the dominant emotions which were living inside my head and refuse to leave.For the first time,I felt my room empty.Ready to stifle me...The truth was that I had get accustomed to my little's brother eyes waiting to say me just a little word I found irritating hearing everyday.*Goodmorning*But now even when I hear it I can't hold my tears.

I start crying again.Again.

They have died.My parents and Sam.But with them all the other dreams I had died too.My desire to attent Harward.The jokes of my dad Nathaniel who wasn't really close to me because he was always hidden to the basement!He kept secrets for sure but every time I needed him, he was there for me.Always.I missed everything.I wrapped the blanket around me and burried my head to the pillows drowning a cry.

I couldn't fight the pain I was feeling to my chest...

But, I simply couldn't let the pain and the memories guide me for the rest of my life.None of my tears could bring them back.My heart tightened from this thought.I took a deep breath and get prepared for the air travel...

Oh,yes there was that travel.My brother had decided to go to Siatl and live with our only relative.Our grandma.And of course he didn't even bother to ask for my opinion.

"Val,it's time to pack your things.We are leaving in about an hour." Jeik, my brother calmly told me entering the room.

"Fine.Get out now Jeik" I said without looking at him.I was sure he had this smile like telling he had won.He couldn't uderstand how serious the situation was.Jeik didn't like to show his emotions.From a little child he was always wearing a mask hiding his true emotions.On the other hand,I was an open book.

I look at him angrily.

"Ofcourse you won't get out right?" I said.

"I will.I just want to check my little sister."

"She's okey now get out." And he left the room slaming the door.

Breath Valeri Breath.

I reluctanctly start to put my clothes in the suitcase trying to hold my tears.When I zipped the suitcase I realided I was wearing my panties and a blouse all wet in tears.I should have put on some clothes.Really now?After all this hard work with the suitcase...Wouldn't be fine If I could just like that to the airport?I didn't look like crazy?Did I?

I looked my self to the mirror. I sure did.Oh,gosh what I was thinking...In all my tragedy I was woring about the clothes...

So, I decided to wear a pair of jeans and a blue blouse.Blue was my colour...

I checked my self to the mirror and then I saw a portrait of Sam painted by me before 6 years when I was 12 cocidering that now Iam 18.

Drenched in my thoughts I didn't hear the door opening and when I heard someone saying me name,I frown.

"What we now scare you?" said a voice familiar to me.A voice I loved.A voice...

"Loucas!"I said rushing to hug him.My best friend.He was here.Here.

My eyes filled with tears.

" We are here for you little.Don't forget us"

There was a time I didn't say nothing.Silence filled the room!