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MarthaNaib/Nawamasa

Martha Behamfil/Naib Subedar || Coordinator/Mercenary

01/04

Morning time (wish I could remember the time)

Today wasn't as tiring as yesterday, thank goodness, but it was hard none the less.
Sadly I was in a game on s map I'm not familiar with.
It looked like a town, but there wasn't anyone there except for us five, and a car I noticed later on.
I wish the buildings were accessible to us, but only two of them are, and they are both identical.

And as it wasn't enough, the Hunter was that "undead" one.
I believe this was my fifth game against this sick dog (excuses for the language, but this is what he is), and he doesn't put us on the rocket chairs.

I always resented him for that, but this was the day that finally, someone cared to tell me that the Undead cannot tie ballonz on us for some reasons. I still have no idea on why, but that's how it works for him apparently.

I would have appreciated if Subedar cared to explain that to me, but he chose to brush it under the rug instead of informing one of his companions (the one companion being me).

I'm not sure that he was aware of all of the Undead abilities, but I think he did and wanted to keep them for himself.

Going back to what happened during today's game, I wasn't found first thankfully, Zelle instead.
She is very good at contaning, as she did that for the first 3 chipers and getting hit only once.
The Undead lost her and I was there to heal her.

But after that, he found Subedar.
He is not that good of a container compared to Zelle, but he can do the job decently.

I could see him the whole time, since he chose to kite near mine and Zelle chiper machine in the graveyard.
The man must hate the Hunter, as he was making fun of him by dancing at every miss hit.
Or, dear lord, was he showing off his abilities to me?
Knowing him, the answer would be both

He doesn't hold back, if he can show off, he will, even at cost to vault the pallet and get hit, that is what happened.

As soon as I saw him go down, I hid myself and wispered to him to get away from the Hunter so I could heal him and let Zelle distract him

Surprisingly that worked;
I had to kite too, but betwen the three of us healing and me and Zelle kiting, we made it.

Even after we finished the healing, we kept distracting The Undead so that Subedar could ran towards the Acrobat.

I'm not very close to him, but I'm aware of the fact that he enjoys contaning more than anyone, so the fact that he alone decoded two chiper machines, must have been hell for him

We received the "chiper machine primed" message, and Zelle told me to go towards the gate and that she would keep containing.
I suggested to let me contain, assuming she was tired, but she answered me, quote;
"I need to make Mike jealous and pissed, for not being able to kite at all this match"

I have no idea on whats going on between the two, but I don't think I want to get into it too much.

Anyway, I left her and went towards the gate, the one that has the pallets in front of it, and putting the password for the gate.

I was almost done, and that's when Zelle got downed for good.
I wanted to help her after I was done with the gate, but the Hunter had learned his lesson, and was over her the whole time.

I could see Subedar and Morton on the other gate decoding, so I was the nearest.
Zelle said to leave her, and was healing herself, but I couldn't just stand there with the gate opened.

So I go towards them, hoping to get the Undead to move from her so that she could heal peacefully, but he wasn't moving.

The others had allegedly finished their gate, and I felt more at ease.

Again Delle said to leave her behind.
She was almost completely bless our, so there was no point of staying.
I felt and still feel bad.
I know that between bleeding and being on the rocket chairs, the second is more painful, but bleeding isn't a pleasurable experience neither

I had to apologize and leave at that point.

I heard a faint sound as I was running into the gate, and knowing that Sells was (not technically) dead, I left.

Subedar and Morton were waiting for us in the watch-room
(Thatd how I call it at least. It's were we get teleported to after we are done in the game, and we can see who's still in there.
I have no idea if what I'm writing here makes sense but I confide into who ever is reading this that they know and understand what I'm talking about. Even if I don't wish for someone to find this)

Subedar looked at me and asked me if I was ok, and I said yes, since I only had scraped knees from vaulting a pallet before.

Morton was whining, I supposed it was for the lack of him containing, but I wasn't listening.
Zelle entered the room, looking way less tired than I would have thought.
I asked how she was and she gave a posite answer with a comment against the acrobat (Something along the lines of "I'm doing fine, I had fun kiting. How did you do Mike, uhm?". I can't really recall)

Subedar was injuried.
He was bleeding from the side and didn't want to get help.
I had to bring him into the bathroom before punching Dyer for offering her help to clean the wounds

I don't like how he treats her especially.
He is too rude and for what reason? Only he knows.
Maybe dyer knows too perhaps, but I won't ask her anything

I wish Subedar let Dyer help him so I didn't have to deal with him acting like a middle schooler, labeling himself as a grown up who didn't need medications.
I had to force him to lift up the shirt to where the wound was and clean it.

This is where I hope no soul find this, I would be ashamed if that was to happen

But just asking him to move the shirt made me feel uncomfortable. But in a nice way.
How can I explain It?
It was an embarrassing thing to ask - even if it was for a good reason, healing him - but him listening and lifting it up, even just a bit, made me feel different

Gosh I can't explain it.
As long as I know what I mean and felt, it's fine I think.

He did a fuzz about it, but I managed to shush him and washing off the blood from his body and clean the cut

Saying that it was awkard would be an understatement
It was embarrassing, shameful, and madre the both of us the colour of the tomatoes

But dear God if I enjoyed it

I cannot tell if he was too, but he did look flustered when I touched him at first (for cleaning the injury I mean)

None of us spoke a word, he was looking straight ahead not moving, and I was looking at the cut.
But he did however speak when I used the hydrogen peroxide

Well he didn't really speak.
I didn't told him I was going to use it, he didn't expect it.
He tried to suppress the noise of surprise but to no avail

Jokingly I asked him if it was too much pain to bare for him, and he flipped me off, at which I laughed

But after that the silence was back and I finished with the cut

He thanked me and left quickly
Too quickly, dare I say it
He had probably stuff to do. Nothing weird

I exited the bathroom and come back to my room and started writing on this diary

I'm not entirely convinced that I'm allowed to write anything other than what happens during the game, but who is going to read this anyway?