fell in love with my brothers best friend (Behzinga ff)

chapter 18

Simons pov:
Zoe has been hanging out with ethan alot I feel like there is something going on between them two so when we record a video I will try to get him to admit it I heard the front door open I throught it would more than likely be zoe shes been gone all day
So I went down to see her
"Hey zoe how are you ?"I asked
"I'm good how are you ?"she asked
"I'm good ive been editing all day"i told
"Okay your probably feeling tired "she told she wasn't wrong I was tired but felt like something was off with her
She went to her room I texted in the group that zoe wasn't herself
S:hey something is up with zoe shes not as bubbly as she normally is
Josh:I haven't see her all day
Harry:she was fine this morning
Ethan:she felt off when she came to mine she just said she was tired
JJ:I think I will go check on her
Vik:she was fine earlier i was on the phone to her earlier
Simon:well me and jj will go check to see if she's alright
I went upstairs and jj was about to go in her room
"Hey guys what up?"she asked
"Hey everyone is saying you haven't been yourself today is there anything wrong you want to talk about ?"we asked
"Yeah but i don't really want to talk about it "zoe replied without looking at us
"Come on zoe we are here for you what is up even if you want one of us to leave "I told
"Okay sorry jj but please could I just talk to Simon "she said he nodded his head and left I walked into her room and sat on her bed
"So what do you want to talk about?"I asked
"Hes going to hate me but oh well I feel like I'm not good enough for a guy I'm seeing dont tell harry and I feel like I'm not good enough to be here and be friends with you lot "she had tears in her eyes
"Now who is this guy your seeing I'm only trying to protect you I can tell you have already through hell and back "I asked
"Well we said we was going to keep it secret for a while but if I tell you have to promise me not to tell anyone untill me and him are ready "she asked
"Okay I won't tell anyone "I told
"Okay so it ethan me and him have been going out for about a month now "she smiled I could tell she really like him
"Really I never thought anything was going on between you two but if I think about it now you have been hanging out with him alot "I said zoe stayed quiet for a moment
"Well I can tell you now you are more than enough for all of us we all love you like a little sister and ethan is lucky to have you he's  been very upset since his girlfriend broke up with him and when we met you his world lit up he was always happier when you was around we all thought you would end up together and we was right he look so much happier you have changed his life so much "I told
"I really feel like I'm making you guys life so much worse im just getting in the way when I first met you all I was so scared but harry  reassured me that you wouldn't hurt me and you haven't but you still have to remember I still don't trust everyone 100% yet "she told
"You have made our life so much better you know you have made us happier and even if you feel like we don't want you we do you don't know how much you have impacted everyone life your like our little sister we all would protect you from anyone who would hurt you and if the fans find out about you and anyone gives you hate you can come to us and we will make them feel bad because your beautiful and so bubbly and your so nice you have your own problems but you always put yourself last and always make sure we are okay before yourself "I told she smiled and hugged me
"Who was the first person you trusted out of everyone apart from ethan ?"I asked
"Well without ethan probably you or josh "she told I smiled knowing she trust me to open up on how she feels makes me feel better
"Now do you want to talk about your past or should we talk about that another day ?"I asked
"Well I better tell you now "she said
"You don't have to unless your ready "I told
"No i better tell everyone so could you text everyone to meet us in the front room "she asked
"Yeah "I spoke and left and asked everyone to meet us in the front room