Just A Fan [A Khayman Burton (Special K) Love Story ]

Chapter Ten .

Khayman's POV

Wow, I can't I actually kissed Andrea. I wasn't expecting to do that.. but it was amazing. Her lips are so fucking soft like what the fuck is that even possible? It was perfect. I hope I didn't make a move too fast though. I wait a while until she gets out of the car and into her house safely then I drive off back home. Once I get to my house, I unlock the door and go inside. Derek's sitting on the couch talking to his computer screen. Younow I'm guessing?

"KB just got here guys." He says to the screen and motions for me to go over there. I'm honestly not in the mood to be on camera right now. I shake my head and go to the refrigerator. I grab a cold water bottle and sit on the couch opposite from Derek. I watch as Derek reads the comments on the computer screen and answers them. 

"Aye, they want you on here KB." He laughs, while pointing at the screen. Fuck it, whatever. I get up from the couch and sit next to Derek.

"Wassupppp." I say, and smile into the screen. The comments immediately go crazy. I try to read some of them but they all move too fast. 

"How old am I ? I'm 18." Derek replies to a comment. I read some more: "You guys are so cute 😍" "I love you guys so much!" "Follow me on ig?" "Follow me on Twitter?" "Answer my dm!" These girls are so thirsty I swear. 

"Yo, KB, they wanna know who Andrea is." Derek smirks at me and I feel my heart race a little. Why? I have no idea. 

"Oh.. Well she's just this girl I'm talking to. " I smile at the camera and watch the comments: "She's beautiful as fuck." "You guys should date!" "You guys would make some cute ass babies." I laugh at the comments and shake my head. 

"His soon to be girlfriend though." Derek says and winks. Yeah, possibly. I'm like reallly digging her.  I leave Derek with his fans and walk back over to where I was sitting. I turn on the tv and just leave on whatever channel is on. I feel my phone vibrate indicating a call. Thinking it's Andrea I answer.

"Hey Andrea." I speak into the phone. The other voice clears their throat.

"Who's Andrea?" The familiar, but unwanted voice speaks back. The fuck? I look at the caller id and roll my eyes. It's Breana, my ex.

"Oh hey." I say monotonously into the phone. 

"Are you gonna answer my question?" She asks me.

"I don't have to answer that." I reply back.

"So I saw you on Younow with Derek and decided to hit you up." She says. I hear a smile in her voice. I roll my eyes again. Hit me up? Got me all types of fucked up. That's why she's an ex for a reason. I'm not a fucked up person to say that to her so I go along with her.

"Wassup? How you been?" I ask her. 

"I've been pretty good, how about you?" She says. 

"I've been good too, just chilling." I say. 

"That's good, I lowkey kinda miss you." She says. I have no idea what to say. I don't want to be fucked up so I lie to her.

"I miss you too." I say, while closing my eyes and biting my lip. Derek looks at me and gives me a "what the fuck" look. I just shrug at him.

"Aww, really? We need to chill then." She says. I'm so speechless right now. I have no idea what to do. I put my phone on speaker so Derek can hear what's going on.

"Say that again? I didn't hear you, my bad." I say. She repeats what she said again and Derek shakes his head fast.

"Say no." He says quickly and coughs, trying to cover up what he just said. 

"Um.. well I might be busy.." I say. 

"You don't have to lie Khayman, we both know you're never busy. You could just say no" She tells me.

"Just kidding, when do you want to chill?" I ask her. I bite my lip. I feel so bad doing this. It's kinda bad to talk to an ex again while you're already talking to someone.. I just don't know what to do right now. 

"Tomorrow?" She asks me. I'm supposed to be with Andrea tomorrow. Fuck fuck fuck what do I do?

"Sure." I answer quickly. Derek shakes his head at me. 

"Fashooo, I'll text you kay." 

"Okay." I say and we both hang up. I already know Derek's gonna say some shit right now.

"Nigga, why did you answer the fucking phone in the first place knowing it was your fucking EX GIRL?" He says. He looks at the comments on his screen, smiles, and then goes back to mugging me. 

"Nigga, I didn't know it was fucking BREANA! I thought it was Andrea.." I look down.

"Well, you should have said 'I don't fuck with you' and hung up on the bitch. She's a thot, man. She cheated on you. You can't go back to talking to someone with fucking cheated on you, what the fuck. Now you're gonna catch feelings again watch." Derek says, he's completely right. But I'm a lightskin so. Always happens, I end up talking to exes and end up back with them. 

"It's not like I'ma hang out with her all the time. It's just gonna be one time." I say. It will be one time. I'ma tell her straight up that I'm talking to someone already and that's Andrea. 

"Whatever, you want to do. I ain't gonna help you if shit goes down though." He says and turns his attention back to his Younow broadcast. I already know this nigga is gonna help me no matter what. My phone vibrates and a text from Andrea pops up.

Andrea: Wassgud b ? 😏

I quickly type a reply. 

Me: Hey gorgeous 😍

I immediately feel bad about saying yes to Breana and put my phone down. I just didn't know what to do, man. If you knew me then you'd know I ain't a fucked up person. I can think stuff about someone but I will never have the guts to tell that person what I really feel. My phone vibrates again. 

Andrea: Facetime ? 😌

I type again. 

Me: Fasho 😏

I tap Facetime next to her contact and wait for her to answer. I run upstairs to my room so Derek doesn't start talking shit again. Just as I get into my room her beautiful face pops on the screen. I can never get enough of seeing that face. 

"Hey." I smile into the camera.

"Hey, I'm just really bored. My bad if you were busy." She laughs. She's so cute she apologizes for everything. 

"Oh nah, I wasn't busy. It's cool." I laugh, too. 

"Oh okay good, I'm watch Derek on Younow right now," She points the back camera to Derek's broadcast. Hopefully she wasn't watching when Derek was giving me that talk.

"Yeah, I was on there for a little with him." I say.

"Yeaah, I saw you and someone asked about us." She laughs.

"I honestly had no idea what to say so I just said we were talking." I laugh. 

"I guess we are talking huh?" She smirks. 

"Well duh." I laugh again. 

"Like talking talking?" She smirks again.

"Like talking talking. Like where I'm yours and your mine and noone else can take us from each other." I smile wide. 

"I like that," She smiles her beautiful smile.

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We stay on Facetime, talking about random things until like midnight and she finally decides that she wants to go to sleep. Andrea is amazing. I can say that she's beyond perfect. She's better than any girl I've talked to. She doesn't throw herself at me like all those other girls did. I actually have to try with this girl. Past girls I talked to were easy to get. I just really hope nothing ruins this for me...