|Essence pov| Miami fl 9:30 am "Bae wake up" trey said to me as he was placing kisses on my cheek. I rolled my eyes and looked at him, "what do you want trey" I asked while getting up and walking to the bathroom. "I need you to go to the store for me n get me sum ta cook a real nigga hungry" he said.
I sighed while doing my morning hygiene I'm honestly disappointed with my life I'm 20, I'm supposed to be in college perusing my dream but instead I'm in a toxic abusive relationship that I can't get out of, I just want better to myself.
I walked downstairs being greeted by trey home boy "what's good essence" jamari treys best friend said while winking at me. "Hey mari" I mumbled, "trey I need money for the store & I need a ride" I said while looking at him. He took the blunt out his mouth and blew the smoke out in my face "you walking" he said while placing $20 on the counter and walking away with Mari.
This nigga really tried me what the hell is $20 going to fucking do for me, I put my shoes on and walked out the house making sure I locked the door.
This is honestly not a safe area to be walking around in but I guess I have to do what I got to do.
As I was walking a car slowed down by me this was the norm for me, my body is small I have little to no butt, I guess my face is the only attractive thing about me I don't see it but that's what trey says, he also says nobody will ever want me due to me being so skinny and small but I don't know I guess we'll see.
"Wassam lil mama" the guy in the car said to me I kept walking I refuse to let anything happen to me "Ight then be like that I hate boujee bitches acting like u ain't the one walking right now" he said as he drove off I rolled my eyes and kept walking, men can be such ass holes.
I finally made it to Publix I grabbed some eggs, bacon, & some milk. As I was walking I bumped into this tall dark skin male figure.
"Um...I'm so sorry I should've payed attention to where I was going" I said to him nervously. "Yea Ight pay attention next time" he said while walking away.
Tuh men these days got no type of respect I paid for my groceries and walked out.
I finally made it home and trey wasn't even home anymore.
"I guess I don't have to cook anymore" I said while rolling my eyes. I walked in the room and checked my phone and seen that my bestie texted.
Realest of em all❤️: hey girl Yk that new strip club that opened up lookin for dancers you tryna go audition?
Me: hi ml, umm im gonna have to see about that one you know how trey get.
Realest of em all❤️: girl Fuck him, don't know why you didn't leave his no good ass anyways but you're coming I don't care.
Me: yeah yeah okay kyra🙄, lmk when you're otw.
I decided to make myself something to eat so I just made myself a breakfast sandwich and sat on the couch watching the vampire diaries.
Time flew by and I notice that it was a quarter past 6 so I decided to get ready for this audition even though I most likely won't make it due to my body shape. I'm honestly just doing it for my bestfriend.
I put on a simple lime green Leopard print two piece and put my hair in two simple buns and took a picture of myself in the mirror and posted it on Instagram.
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I sighed at treys comment and put my phone in the bag I heard a honk and knew that it was kyra so I proceeded to walk out the house and lock the door.
I opened the door and got inside kyra's 2018 bmw.
"Hey sissss you excited?" Kyra said smiling "I guess" I said while looking at her. She rolled her eyes "girl stop being so bummed out you gotta get something going for yourself instead of living off no good trey" she said harshly. I looked at her and nodded my head "I understand but it's just hard I been with him since I was 14 I'm 20 now trey is all I know he just changed" I said softly.
"Fasho I understand you can't be with a man- matter fact not even a man a little ass boy that hits on you" she said while driving. "Fasho I understand" I said. Kyra passed me the aux and I played Real as it gets by lil baby.
I been savin' my guala, I ain't savin' no bitch I had put down my Glock but I picked up a stick Don't get in hatin' shit, I'm on some greatest shit My people proud, I'm as real as it gets Gon' have to chase me, I don't like to wait And I swear I'm impatient, I don't like to sit I made a way for you lil' bitty niggas I wish you would play with me, boy, you a bitch, yeah
Me and kyra sang along, we finally arrived to the strip club called Diamond Dollz we walked in and there was a long line of girls I don't even think I can compete against them.
I was next in line and they called my name, I walked in the room and took off my cover up and walked up the stage and to the pole.
"Name?" A average looking lightskin boy asked "um essence but my stage name is rayven." I said shyly. "Ayo I remember u, you the shawty from Publix I don't know if this job would be good for you, you seem a little um clumsy." He said making him and the other boy laugh. " well you can't judge me off of one interaction now would you like me to perform or not?" I questioned rudely.
"Go head ma" he said while licking his lips. I grabbed the pole and swayed my hips to the music I danced and tried my best after I finished I grabbed my cover up and looked at them waiting for them to say something.
They looked at each other and busted out laughing to the point where they were running out of breath "AYO DID U SEE THE PART WHEN SHE DID THE LITTLE LEG THING" the lightskin boy said laugh historically "NAH CUH ITS THE PART WHEN SHE TRIED TO TWERK CUHH OMG GOODDD" the boy from Publix said.
I just stood there on the verge of crying so I just stormed out. "Ayo wait hold up jit" the boy from Publix said grabbing my arm "what do you want?" I said looking at him with tears in my eyes. "I gotta better opportunity for you come with me to my office" he said pulling me towards his office. " alright so obviously stripping is not your thing so I was wondering if you'd like to become my assistant all you have to do is run errands count money and make sure the club running smooth and shit ya feel me?" He said.
I looked up at him "are you serious?" I questioned. "Yeah I'll pay uu 30 a hour if u can start tomorrow" he said in a serious tone "oh Um okay I guess, can I at least get your name" I said to him "give me your phone" he said sternly he put his contact in my phone and put it as d2💵 I looked at him and said "umm d2?" He looked at me while rubbing his hands through his waves "ye be here tomorrow at 6 on da dot no later and definitely not any earlier ion wanna see your face more then I have to." He said while leading me out
Well that was easy I just need to figure out how to tell trey I have a job now.
• sooooo what y'all think 🥰? This my first book so cut me sum slack 😭.
• how do you like d2?
• do you think that kyra is to harsh on her?
•what do you wanna see happen in the book in the future?
