So i guess it official or is it im not so sure about it any more has it been over year of hardship or love im not so sure anymore has it been for something or has it been for nothing im not so sure anymore about anything. Im so tired of trying only to find out it was for nothing or has been? There is only one person in this world that can answer this question but trying to talk to this person is a challenge all in its self it has been a game of back and forth for the past few months or longer i have lost track of time i have tried and have had a slim chance in all hell for my messages to try and talk but the only thing that has kept me going have been the replies to those have long been since dried up just like the tears of happiness and sorrow and laughter from those long awaited replies but hopefully this person has found happiness from which i have hopefully givin but i guess a journeys must come to a close and hope reply will be apon me with swiftness just like before which feels like a lifetime ago
