FIXING(TORN A Trey Songz Story Sequel)

Chapter 1

What last happened

I looked through the peep hole and saw nothing but the top of someone's head.  But I know those waves from anywhere. What is he doing here?
I opened the door and he lifted his head. I gasped as my eyes widened.
"Trey......"
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Now

Oh my God he looks terrible! He looks broken, and weak, and miserable! Just horrible! 

What happened to him?

"Trey-" Before I could finish what I had to say, he broke down.

"Just hold me. Please!" he cried.

He fell to his knees and wrapped his arms around my bare thighs. He buried his face in my shirt and began to sob.

"It's OK. Just calm down" I said trying to console him while his head. I shhed him as hot tears stained my shirt.

I've never seen him like this before. It actually made my heart sink.

After a while he settled down.

"Look at me" I said softly. He lifted his head from the belly of my shirt. The whites of his eyes were red and around them were puffy. 

"We're gonna clean your face up and then you can tell me what happened. OK boo?" He nodded his head and tried to smile but failed.

After I cleaned his face,  I sat on the couch with his head in my lap. Good thing I got on boy shorts.

I played in his head while he told me his story.

After he finished telling me what happened, I was speechless. His heart i broken because of her. I knew that girl was sneaky.  I just knew she was unloyal and unfaithful. But I didn't want him to find out this way. Especially on the day he decided to propose. Ouch. I felt so bad for him. Poor Trey.

"Trey I'm-" I started. "Your sorry. Yeah yeah yeah. I know. I am too. I should have listened. God I'm so stupid" he said getting frustrated with himself.

"No your not" I debated.  "Yes I am. I'm so pathetic" he sighed. "You can't blame this on yourself. Love just changes people. In good ways and bad. It's a very dangerous thing but also so precious" I said making circles in his head. "Yeah, I see that now. I just wish we never reconnected" he said signing.

I sighed looking at the TV. There was silence for a while. That's until I felt his stare burning in the side of my head.

I looked down locking with his intense and hypnotizing eyes.

"What" I giggled. "Um nothing" he said cheeseing showing his smile that hasn't been shown since he got here. 

"Just....thanks. For everything.  I'm truly thankful to have you" he said genuinely. "Anything for you boo and you know that."

I kissed his forehead and his smile got bigger.

I looked back at the TV watching these women fight over some guy that ain't even cute. But I could still feel Trey starring at me.

"Why are you starring at me boy" I giggled looking back down at him. "I'm sorry. Your just so beautiful" he aid brushing his palm on my cheek. I smacked my lips. "Duh. I know this" I said playfully rolling my eyes.  "No you don't" he said. "What?" I questioned with a small laugh. But his face read all seriousness. He say up and placed my hands in his.

"Listen Tamia, your a beautiful and gorgeous woman. Too beautiful to understand. Your the most beatiful and amazing person in the world to me. And I don't think you know that. But I want to be that person who shows you how beatiful you are and how amazing you are" He looked deep into my eyes as he continued.

"From the first day I laid eyes ok on you, I wanted you and no one else in the world. But that same day I had a date with Vanessa. So just for you to be in my life, I said we were best friends. Days, weeks, and months past and I fell for you more and more, but I also fell for Vanessa. But I thought about you every second of every minute of every hour everyday for every week in the month through the years. You I cou l don't get you out ogmf my head. You were all I thou he had about. Even b in my dreams and imagination. Not only relationship wise but sexually too. I wanted you in more than one way and you know that. I've told you I've always wanted to have sex with you and that I mostly want to make love to you. I said I wanted to make love to you because I've always loved you. Not in a friendly best friend way. I love you with all my heart and I still do and always will. It was you. It's a l ways been you but I kept denying that. I fell in love with you more and more everyday. I loved Vanessa but I always loved you more Tamia. When you told me you wanted to be friends, you don't even know what you did to me when you said that. My soul left my fucking body. I wanted you Tamia. I chose you as the woman of my life. But I didn't want to tell you that because I wanted to you to be happy with the way you wanted it. But now I'm stepping forward and coming to you to express myself" He squeezed my hands in his.

"Tamia I love you. Hell I'm in love with you. And will do anything and everything to make you mine. I don't care how long it take. I just want you" he said moving closer and closer and closer to my face. "I need you Tamia."

His lips were an inch away from mine, and as he spoke his eyes went back and forth from mine to my lips and back constantly.

"I can't live without you. I need you in my life as my woman. Please say that you will be mine. I need and want you to be mine" he said softly. And with that he gently pressed his lips to mine. His soft and sweet lips gave so much passion. I fell into it immediately. I sunk down onto the couch as he shifted his body on top of me. He slid my hands above my head as he intertwined our fingers and deepened the kiss. He soon slipped his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues danced in sync letting all over our emotions flow. That's when I caught myself.

I pushed him away before things could esculate. He tried to kiss mm e again but I used my hand to block him.

"We cant" I panted. "But I-" "No listen" I said trying to catch my breath. "I just got over you not to long along and I'm not trying to put myself in the position again. I will always have some type of feeling for you but this........this is too much. You just got out a terrible relationship and now your telling me your in love with me and want me. It doesn't work like that. I'm not a rebound chick Trey. You still love her. I know she broke your heart but you can't just stop loving someone just like that. This can't work between us. We can't do this"

It came over him at once. In his eyes there was the world and I wached it slowly break into peices. I crushed him terribly. His face read it all.

"But........" I started scared if I should let my words flow or not. "But we can try. That once of feeling I can have for you may expand if we work it out. Start off slow and take it from there" I said. There was a bit of light in his eyes. That never ending universe with the sum that shined bright wasn't there but there was a dim light.

"Yeah ok. We can do that. Whatever it takes I'm willing to do it. I won't stop" he said giving me a small smile. I gave one back thinking would this really work. I would like to try.

"Well......I have a lot on my mind and I think I should go to bed" I said. He nodded his head. "Yeah but.....can I sleep here tonight. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to go back 'home' tonight you know" "Sure" I answered standing up. "And........um" He scratched his head. Something he does when he's nervous or frustrated. "Can I uh sleep with you" he asked. "Oh uh I don't think that's a good idea" I said. "Please. Just for tonight. I just need comfort. Please" he begged. I sighed scratching my head. "Um sure. Fine" I said agreeing.

He smiled lightly and stood up. He trailed behind me up the stairs to my room. We got in bed and smothered our bodies under the sheets. He then suddenly wrpaped his arm around my waist pulling.me to his body tightly. I looked up at him but his eyes were closed. I sighed and shut my eyes.

He whispered......"I love you and Im never letting go" Before quickly drifting to sleep

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Hey you guys. Well its chapter 1 of the squelch and I'm very excited to be starting the new book. Hope you guys enjoy!