The Blind Luna

The Surgery

The doctor began to move the bed to the surgery room.  Kyo held my hand the whole time there. While the nurse behind us wheeled Samantha to the room as well. This would be the last time I lived in this dark world, but the beginning for Samantha. I felt guilty, but Kyo was right I had to focus on this surgery. Once we got into the room, they first put Samantha under, then they began with me. The doctor placed a mask in front of my mouth and nose. Kyo had to leave the room, Stacy feared he would go crazy if he saw the procedure happen. I heard Kyo mind link me, 'I am right outside baby. I love you my Sekai.' I nodded and replied back 'I love you too my Hikari.' And with that the countdown began.

"Luna, I am going to start the morphine just relax and count down from 20." She explained. I closed my eyes and slowly began.

"20, 19, 18...17.." The world went dark, but why did it feel so wrong? The pit I once had was there. It was like I was there but not consciously. I smelled everything I felt everything. As the doctor began, I got nervous I wasn't fully under, but my mouth wouldn't work. She lifted each eye lid and I couldn't even forcefully close them. She began to detach the destroyed cornea. As she worked slowly lifting it, I felt every bit of pain. Why was I feeling it? It shot pains throughout my whole body and I began to scream on the inside. It felt like little needles scrapping at my eyes. I wanted so bad to put my hands over my eyes and rip them out. The pain stopped for a little. I could only Imagine she was removing Samantha's corneas. After what felt like hours, the pain came back but worse. I felt as if my eyes were on fire. Fire that burned deep to my core. I couldn't take it; it was the worse pain I have ever felt. Each bit of fire that coursed from my eyes to my veins made my inner self cry in horrible pain. The only thing I could think to do it is call out to Kyo. I couldn't take the pain anymore. I wasn't sure if it would work but I had to try. I screamed in agonies. 'KYO! HELP ME!!' Nothing. "KYO!" Then more nothing. 'Kyo it hurts.' Nothing. 'KYO PLEASE!!' Then before I knew it, I heard Kyo banging on the door. Had he felt my pain! He heard me!

"LET ME IN!" Kyo yelled at the doctor. The pain stopped for a minute then it came back.

"No can do Kyo." The doctor said. Why was she talking like that to him? One it was informal and two who hell did she think she was? She continued on my eyes. The fire continued through my veins.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO HER!" Kyo yelled back. He banged on the metal door louder.

"Oh just adding a little wolfs-bane to your Luna. Alpha Antonio cannot let his daughter just get her vision back without a price." She spoke causally. What the hell is she doing to me? I wanted to fight but my body was under. Each jab to the eye hurt worse than anything. In that moment I was sure Kyo heard my screams. Even though they weren't out loud I was sure of it. I heard even louder bangs and soon a door landed hard on the floor. I felt the scalpel leave my eye. Then something dripped on me. As I smelt it, I knew the metallic-ally smell anywhere. Blood. He ran to my side pulling the IV out and the mask away from my face. He quickly grabbed a wet cloth placing it over my eyes.

"ANNA! I'm so sorry! ANNA, BABY please." He hated me being in pain and I could feel it. Then out of nowhere he called for Gomez. "GOMEZ! GOMEZ!" Then the scent fled the room.

"Samantha.." His voice was shaky. "NO! NO! SWEETHEART OPEN YOUR EYES!" Then tears. "You can't be dead." And with those words my body cringed. It was my fault. While I was under the woman killed her? "What the hell happened? Honey please!!" Gomez continued.

"One minute they were off to surgery. The next I heard Anna mind linking me for help. I felt her pain and new something was wrong. She must have not been fully under." He explained. I then felt Kyo grab my body in his hands. Through Gomez's sobs he asked.

"Is she okay?" Gomez even through his threats he knew this wasn't my fault. Even though my guilt said differently.

"Yes, she's just in a lot of pain. She might be out for a couple days." He explained.

"Let me finish her." Gomez's anger fueled the room. Was he talking about the doctor?

"I ripped one of her arms off. She is losing blood but by all means have at it. You BITCH!" I heard Kyo spit at her. While Kyo walked out the door. I heard the doctor plead for life but no mercy was shown. You kill a mate you die. Gomez had lost his Luna. As each step Kyo made my eyes burn harder and faster. It was as if my eyelids were melting off. In the background the howl of a wolf that lost his mate echoed. I will never forgive myself for Gomez's loss. Kyo kept saying soothing things in my ears. He knew I heard everything but I couldn't speak or open my eyes.

"This is not your fault Anna." Kyo said. But didn't he realize that it was? I was the child of the silver moon pack. I have his blood. I am the threat not Samantha. She was innocent. She did not deserve this. And now she's dead. Before I knew it everything went completely black. No voices, or smells. My body was tired from the pain and sorrow.