That girl that I love that I can't have

Everyday that I wake up this is what I think

When I was in 9th grade I don't like you be cons you look like a bad girl and I was like I don't know what to say to you bu

t you always has been there for me and I never realize that I always need you in my life to be me and not being on other person.

I now that she don't like to much but i do love her I now that se cry and I cry to even could not sleep like like for a week and I feel very very BAD becaus of I did with the love of my life.

I love her,BUT I mes up all because ther two best friends ask is she was my girlfriend and I say the worst ting in my hole life I say NO.

That same day we fight because the bullshit that I say I don't now why I say that and I wis very upset I wish that I can go back in time to realize that I need you to to be completed in my whole life because you are the missing piece of my HEART.

I have even make a poem for her but I never have the time to say that I have something.TO SAY TO HER to my love my all my piece of the heart and I also have to say this to NELLIANN you will like to be my girlfriend. But I never have the time and mine to say that to NELLY y hate my selft but I learn that you need to have something and that something NELLIANN show me and that something is LOVE.

I was a manwhore with all girl's in my school but wend she come to my life I change for good not for bad and went and realized that I lost more that I can't have in this moderfuker WORLD.

I never realize that I will need her to be happy but I need her to be my to be happy.

Every day in school I steel look for you even you don't I love but is a love that the destiny don't want us together.

I still love you even if your parents don't want's us together.

You say that Maybe God have someting for us God do not now what I feal about you and and he will never now because I love you and nothing and no one will take the felings that I have for you❤.

All the poems that I shut

Say to you.

Yesterday I was counting the things that I like about you and I realized that I need more stars.

Tell why I can't stop thinking about you because you give life and hope that I don't have for anybody only for you..

Today February 23,2015 I feel very bad sense the message because I don't have the courage to say hello or I sorry the only ting that I now I will say to the love of life I'm sorry will you like to be with my again I promises I won't meest it up.

CHAPTER #1

Today was a good day in the morning because NELLIANN talks to me but something have to happened every day good or bad but today my mom say that my GRANPA have CANCER I don't understand why I he pray to GOD because GOD is goin to take his life and I will not be my if you are gone for ever please GOD this is the first time I pray to you don't take the life of my GRANPA.THANKS GOD for NELLIANN for make her happy because I don't make her anymore HAPPY .