intro: hate

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Imagine hating yourself. Imagine waking up every morning and wishing you were someone else. Wishing you looked different. Imagine going somewhere where only one person doesn't kick you around and only that one person actually loves you. Imagine that.. Imagine wanting to die. Imagine that the only way to bring yourself joy is to bring harm to yourself bleed, to have yourself cry out in pain. Imagine believing that you deserve everything. The bullying, the cutting, the bleeding , the pain. Imagine looking in the mirror and feeling disgusting. Imagine looking in the mirror and seeing dead eyes staring back at you. You'll never understand the pain someone who has depression feels unless you yourself have been through this. And I pray to anyone who is listening that this happens to you.

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