-ALEXA-
i woke up in the bed next to katy ''morning'' she muttered turning to face me ''want to go out for breakfast to the cafe up the road?'' i asked her sitting up and stretching ''of course i do'' she replied getting out of bed.
we got to the cafe and ordered our food and drinks when the room filled with familiar voices me and katy both looked around at the same time to show harry, lewis, ben, and jordan standing there waiting for a table
i put my hood up and sank down in my chair trying to make sure they dont notice us but it was too late ''oh look who we have here'' ben said walking towards us ''the slut that wouldn't sleep with tyler'' ben said ''yeah because im such a slut aint i'' i replied bluntly ''dont talk back to them'' harry said in a harsh tone.. wow
how could one boy go from being all nice to me to being so mean? i just didn't get it.
''come on boys our tables over here'' niall shouted to the boys ''well bye then slut'' they said walking away... i was so determand not to let them get to me. i dont want to be bullied again. i dont want to selfharm again. i took deep breaths taking sips of my drink then leaving the cafe
''where are you going?'' katy asked chasing after me ''i cant do this, i cant do this again'' i replied feeling a tear rolling down my cheek ''do what?'' she asked confused placing a hand on my shoulder
should i tell her about my past or shoudn't i? ''i-i-i erm'' i couldnt get my words out.. my mouth felt dry ''you what'' she asked.
then thats when i told her about everything.. my depression, aniexty.. self harming and i was so surpised she didnt just walk away.. as a matter of fact she walked me home and sat on my bed with me comforting me asking me questions ''when was the last time you erm'' i stopped her there ''cut?'' i said she nodded her head ''its been a few months'' i replied pulling my sleeve up and showing her my arms full of scars from shoulder to wrist
''everythings going to be fine, you have me now'' she whispered in my ear giving me a big hug
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You're making things worse for me.. Why? (Harry styles) #wattys2015
Teen FictionCOMPLETED 11 MARCH 2015 Alexa Baker seems like your typical teenager who goes to school and gets on with her life.. But that's not how things go she suffers with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, she self harms she tries everything to stay strong...
