There's so many fucking people in my bus who talk shit about me like all I do is listen to my music and ignore everyone.People just think that just cuz I have my headphones on that I can't hear what they are saying.In my opinion if you got something to say to me say it to my face.I am tired to pretend like I can't hear them calling me fat and how I shouldn't wear what I wear like it's not your business what I wear and how I look.Bc I don't care how I look or what I wear I am trying to get my confidence back and that's all that matters nothing else.But sometimes I can't help but to think they are right I shouldn't wear what I wear and I should lose weight so that I can feel better about myself like I am tired of having to deal with all this.I am just tired of people saying shit to me like you need to lose weight or you should not eat that you are going to get fatter then you already at I am tired so I am going to be me and ignore everyone who brings me down.