"Why do you hate me so much?"

So, what happened? (1)

Have you ever thought of the feeling of someone hating you to the point were you can't do anything about it anymore? Probably not.
It all happened three years ago, I was in a bad accident, someone passed away, then I realized a lot of weird things going on when I came from the hospital, for some reason I can't get myself to remember anything before the accident. Even if I try, I get a bad headache. I just want to remember everything. I don't even know who I am anymore. I will go to school after the weekend. The school system is pretty messed up if I think about it. I'll just rest before the big moment.