the current between us. (j.m)

.7

River finished brushing her teeth, walking back to her room. jj was bundled in her bed scrolling through his phone. She slipped a t shirt over her body before reaching behind her and untying her bathing suit top. "You look good in green." The blonde spoke from the other side of the room. She turned around turning off the overhead light before walking to her bed. The only light traveling through the room was the soft blue that scattered over her ceiling from the sky light she had. River slipped under her soft comforter immediately feeling the warmth of the boy beside her. "Bookworm why is your room so cold?" jj groaned, turning to face her.

She couldn't hold the small giggle that fell past her lips, but soon after the breath hitched in her throat when the blonde wrapped his arm around her torso, pulling her close to him. " hmm you're warm." The heat rose to her cheeks, making him chuckle. While his eyes were closed in content, hers traveled over his sculpted face, the faded almost non existent, freckles across his nose, and the way his lips were slightly parted, letting out soft breaths. Once again she was amazed at how calm he gets when they're alone.

After a moment or two, the girl almost falling in the drift of sleep before feeling a hand slip between her thighs. River jerked her head in his direction, but jj's expression never changed. "My hands were cold." He mumbled before closing his eyes once more. Her eyes wondered the ceiling, ignoring the feeling of jj's fingers rubbing her inner thigh. All traces of sleep were gone. Little does she know, he is wide awake too, running through ideas in his head of her. He had it bad. He'd tell himself it's the innocent part about her that all he wanted was a good fuck but it'd be a lie.
"j... i've never..you know.." She mumbled.
"Had sex?" He responded a little to quickly.
"No, i've done that. only once."

He took a moment, that meant she had slept with rafe. once.

"Then what haven't you done?" jj asked sitting up now.

River avoided eye contact with him but sat up too. "I've never done any of the other stuff, he um just kinda did what he wanted but it was just sex nothing else..." She paused, closing her eyes. "like i know what to do or whatever but-"

"Did he make you cum?" he cut her off, placing his hand under her chin forcing her eyes to meet his. She coughed in panic, stuttering over her words as they fell past her lips. "i-what- that isn't.." She sighed, giving in. "No." River watched as jj let go of her jaw, letting out a low scoff. He reached over to where his jacket laid, pulling out a pre rolled joint and his lighter. His head hit the pillow softly as his lips wrapped around the paper, inhaling softly. "Not surprised, it's rafe after all."

River rolled her eyes, regretting continuing any sort of conversation with jj. She turned away from him in annoyce. She didn't quite understand why she was upset, but she knew that sleep wasn't an option tonight. "Wanna hit?" The boy spoke from behind her. Was she still mad? yes, but River Cassidy never passed up on weed. She turned aggressively reaching for the object, but he jerked it away. " nah uh uh. Open."

Goosebumps rose on her skin, an uncomfortable heat between her thighs was getting unbearable. River did as asked, opening her lips slightly, letting him place the blunt between them. She inhaled for a moment before pulling away. Before the girl could exhale, jj shifted positions quickly so he was above the girl. He pressed his rough lips to hers, harshly. Out of surprise the smoke left her lungs, traveling over her tongue and on to his. "f-fuck." River mumbled before realizing she couldn't move, his leg rested between hers, his arms rested beside her head. "Stop squeezing your thighs together and give in." jj moved so his lips hovered over the shell of her ear. "I bet your soaked."

Her mind searched for some comeback or witty remark, but they never came out. He was right, and she knew he loved every minute of it. "Tell me..." He spoke once more, slipping his hand under the baggy shirt, resting it on her ribcage. "Wonder if rafe every made you this wet." His hand moved down, now fiddling with the hem of her underwear. jj watched her eyes shut, her head slightly leaning back, his hand now hovering over her cunt. "I'll give you three options, okay beautiful?" He waited for a response, earning a slight hum from the girl.

"One.." The blonde ran one finger over her folds lightly, making her squirm. "I make you cum around my fingers, and you admit you want me."

"two.." He dipped his finger into her needy hole, but only for a second before pulling it out. "I spend the rest of the night between your legs, proving you want me..." He reached up, sliding the finger in his mouth before swirling his tongue around the digit. Something in the girl snapped in that moment, and a moan fell past her lips.
"or three." He tucked a curl behind her ear before continuing. "We can go to sleep, and you get to keep ignoring it."

one. one. her mind was screaming. one for gods sakes. However River seemed to do the opposite of what she wanted because her lips let out a soft...

"Three."

jj smirked, kissing the girls nose before laying back down, putting his blunt in a near by ashtray. "Night Bookworm."

-

River woke up, looking over to an empty bed. Something she had wished for a couple weeks ago is now the reason a wave of sadness washed over her. See the girl knew it was one of her flaws, how she tended to shut everything out after being disappointed with high hopes she created.
In her head she hoped he'd be there the next morning, hair a mess, cuddled into the mattress, but when her eyes fluttered open to an empty room she felt that wall grow once again. She wanted to turn over and kiss him, pouring everything she didn't say the night before into one movement, but he was gone.

Her bun had fallen to the back of her head as she made her way down the steps of her home. "Good morning love, ive got to get to work." Her mom was practically out the door while speaking before turning around, kissing her daughter on the forehead before leaving. River sighed, walking to the kitchen.