『ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ』 ➵ minsung ✔

『one』

dear bunny,

i'm calling you bunny because i'm scared this letter will fall in the wrong hands, and my secret revealed. 

i can't tell you face to face, because i'm scared it'll shatter our precious friendship forever. once a glass is broken, you can pick up the pieces and perhaps glue them together, but they'll never be the same again. and that's what i'm afraid of. i'm afraid of telling you how i feel, because the fact that you don't love me will shatter my heart for sure. i can already see the look of pure disgust on your face. the distance you'll put between us. the silence that'll remain the only thing between us. so the only way i can express my love for you is through these letters that i'll never give to you. it'll just be another secret, and i'm pretty good at keeping those, don't you think?

today's the last day of the summer holidays, and i haven't seen you for two whole months. we texted each other occasionally on the group chat, but i still missed you. i missed the simple things, like seeing your face every day at school, your ecstatic smile when the bell rang, your stupid jokes that always made me laugh, the way you'd tease me relentlessly but i couldn't take offense, no matter what.

you've been on my mind for the whole summer break, and i'm almost scared you've forgotten me. i'm just hoping that when we go back, we'll keep having lunch together and hang out. 

we've known each other since primary school, but we weren't friends like now. back then, we used to ignore each other. now, i can't stop thinking about you.

love, 

jisung <3