"It was absolutely nothing. I had no ties. No bittersweet memories. I was leaving nothing behind. Never experienced companionship, never been in love. And in that moment, all I felt was loneliness and regret."
But there's always a first time..
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Harry looked at Egssy and cleared his throat ''I can't believe it!'' He smiled and looked shocked ''Bruv!'' Eggsy said following with a laugh ''Eggsy, please, it's not what you're thinking.'' I said picking up my beer and having a sip ''I heard the music and I thought you needed company, that you were alone... Now I see that I was actually the intruder.'' He smiled and then walked back to the door ''Egssy, please, no childishness.'' I smiled ''Get a beer.'' I said walking to the kitchen ''If you insist.'' He giggled and walked towards me when I handed over the beer ''Congratulations on today!'' Harry smiled as he sat on the couch and crossed his legs, I smiled at Harry ''Thanks Bruv, I couldn't have done it without you.'' Egssy replied while sitting next to him ''Boys, I'm finally going to take off that dress, I'll be right back.'' I said walking to the bedroom.
I took a deep breath and smiled to myself, I had kissed Harry, I thought about everything that had happened at the event and realized that maybe I was really in love with me, even though I didn't know what was going to happen or if it was really going to happen. Maybe Harry just wanted to have fun, but why me?
When I left my bedroom wearing a comfortable shirt and pants, I saw the two of them stop the talk immediately, I sat down in the armchair and took a sip of my beer "What kind of game do you guys like to play?" I said looking at the two "Hmmm. Poker.'' Egssy looked at Harry ''Yes, poker seems good.'' Harry smiled without showing his teeth, I smiled and looked at Egssy who had understood the reason of my question ''And music? A little Rock, Indie, Pop...'' Egssy asked making Harry laugh a little ''Actually I'm quite eclectic.'' Harry raised his eyebrows ''Please, there has to be something!'' Egssy took a sip of the drink, Harry thought for a few seconds and shrugged his shoulders in indifference "Okay then .." he said just as Abba started playing in the stereo "AH! How about that?" Egssy stood up at the same moment, I laughed and Harry closed his eyes in response.
There's no soul out there
No one to hear my prayer...
Eggsy sang and pulled me out of the chair, I laughed and left my beer on the coffee table, letting him spin me around and we started singing.
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away ...
Egssy sang especially for Harry ''No.'' He replied still in the same position ''Please join us!'' I laughed when I heard Egssy, so took his beer, leaving it next to mine and without hesitation he accepted my invitation and stood up, Egssy laughed and applauded around us, Harry rocked his body smiling and spinned me around myself again. I can say that we shared a lot of laughter for a few hours and a few more beers until the three of them ended up side by side on the couch, while Egssy and Harry talked about subjects that I was not paying attention to anymore, I felt my eyes closing slowly.
I felt my body move and I opened my eyes slowly to see Harry carrying me in his arms, the music had stopped and everything was silent, the room was dark already "It's ok, it's me." I heard Harry's voice softly when we enter the room and I fell asleep immediately after being left in bed.
When I woke up, everything was organized in the living room as if someone had cleaned up the mess and removed the trash, I thought about last night and smiled remembering Harry trying to dance like an ordinary person. Throughout that week, Egssy and I organized my apartment for the party and of course, invited Merlin, who could not say no to a night of drinks and games.
