Why Me -Stephanie's P.O.V.

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Another day where I wake up restless and in tears why cant I be beautiful like everyone else. why cant I have beautiful hear a perfect body and a nice glowing skin.  It seems that I have nothing I want in life but what I do have is a  low self esteem, anxiety, depression, insomnia, an over active mind, an ugly body, scars, anything bad I have it .  The only semi good thing that I have about me is a stable head educational wise. 'Haha' 

  Speaking of education I need to get up and get ready for the most dreaded place on earth, c-o-l-l-e-g-e.  Just being in the presence of other people makes me nervous however for my future I am willing to make that sacrifice. 

So I got up went to take a shower  and brush my teeth avoiding looking in the mirror at any point. Don't want to get get disgusted now right 😂.  I put on an oversized t-shirt and a pair of sweats not like I have anything good to show right. After getting ready I walked to my car putting my school stuff in heading in the direction of my college.  Just let me tell you about my self there not like you want to know but I'll just say it anyway. 

  My name is Stephanie Rogers am a 21 year old culinary arts student and that's about it. I don't have many friends no scrap that I don't have any friends. All they would do is judge and backstab you right yep that's right. Neither do I  have a boy friend I mean, look at me what did you expect.  My parents kicked me out when I was 16 and from there onwards I had to work for everything that I own not that that is a problem but it would be nice to have some one to buy you things and care for you if you get what I mean. 

And with that thought I pulled up to the three story hell on earth.

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