Breathing for love in a new way of life ♥

Chapter 25 - Maybe too far ♥

~Chloe's POV~

   Harry closed my bedroom's door and he took my hand.He pushed me against the wall and then he started kissing me passionately.It felt so good but when he started kissing me on the neck.....I went crazy inside because it's such a turn on for me.I could felt his strong arms around my waist and his warmness.Our bodies were so close and our hot breaths warmed the air in the room while we were kissing.He put his arms around my bum and he got me up until he found the bed so he could put me there.He was standing on the top of me and then suddenly stopped kissing me...

"I-I-I'm sorry..." Harry said then with a little sad face.

"Why?" I added.

"I don't know...I'm feeling weird to do that.I just got lost in your arms and kisses!" He told me and then he went straight to the bathroom.

   I know it wasn't okay what have we done because my mum could have seen us but she didn't and I liked it so much as long as we haven't went too far,if you know what I mean.I wasn't upset about it ,maybe just a little bit but I didn't tried to talk with Harry about it.

~Harry's POV~ 

   I liked so much kissing and cuddling her but Jes could have seen us and this is not good.Or we could have went too far and I think she's still a virgin anyways so we should talk about that but it's not the time now.I must fix my thoughs first and then we can talk.

   After I got out of the bathroom I didn't say a word and I went with her downstairs.

"I think I must go home now because I told Niall that I will bring him some pizza so I need to stop to Pizza Hut  on my way back home.Thanks so much for the dinner,it was so delicious!" I told Jes,Chloe's mum.

"Okay Harry.Glad you came over for dinner.Next time is your turn!" Jes said and then whispered:

"You must take care of Chloe because if you don't you will get in trouble curly boy! And you were so sweet to bring her a rose.Nice one!" in my year.

"Okay! I promise I will! Good night!" I said and then I went out closing the door after me.

   I didn't kiss Chloe on the cheek as a good-bye because I must fix my thoughts now.I hope she's not going to be upset about that but she needs to understand me and my feelings.

~Chloe's POV~ 

   Harry haven't kissed me on the cheek as a good night and I felt really sad about that.I couldn't understand why he is so affected by what have we done as long as my mum didn't see us and I'm okay with that.I just went in my room and I started crying like a stupid potato...and I fell asleep while crying without having a shower or changing my clothes into pijamas.I think my mum saw me but she left me alone,like a perfect mum should do with her teenager girl.

~Harry's POV~

  On my way back home I stopped around Pizza Hut so I can buy some food for Niall and when I arrived home it was like 8pm.

"Where have you been that much?" Zayn asked me.

"I was out for a walk and I went to buy Niall some pizza.Where's everyone?" I said.

"Well Liam is out with Danielle,Niall is taking a bath,I will go to Perrie's home now and Louis I think is in his room playing Fifa.Now I gotta go,man! See you later!" Zayn told me.

"Okay! Bye!" I said and I put the pizza on the table,in the kitchen so I can go upstairs.

   I went in my room,I changed my clothes and then I took a shower.Around 9pm I went again downstairs and I saw Niall eating like a pig in the kitchen.

"You big pig! Let the others eat too! Gimme some" I told Niall.

"Yeah.Thanks for getting me pizza,it tastes so good.But what took that much?" Niall asked me.

"Well I had a walk in the park...and you know..." I added. 

"Okay.Paul called and he told us that tomorrow we are going to the studio around 7pm.Take care and be in time!" Niall said.

"Good! Do you know where is Louis?" I asked him.

"In his room.He doesn't wanna come out,he had a fight with Eleanor." Niall told me.

"Okay then,I'm going upstairs." I added and I went to Louis' bedroom.

*knock* *knock* *knock" "Louis! It's me,Harry! Can I come in?" I asked him while standing behind the door.

"Yeah,come!" Louis said with a bored voice.

"What's up,man?" I asked him worried.

"I had a fight with Eleanor and now I miss her." He said with a sad face.

"But why don't you tell her that you're sorry?" I asked him.

"Because I wanna be face to face with her when I'm going to say it,and I can't now.But I must do it tomorrow.Anyways where have you been?" He asked me.

"You should totally do that because you make the perfect couple together! Well...I went out for dinner at Chloe because she and her mum invited me but I didn't tell you and the others."  I said.

"You really like her,don't you?" Louis asked me.

 "Yes I really do but she haven't accepted to be my girlfriend yet and after the dinner I went to the bathroom with her so,in her room I pushed her against the wall and we started kissing each other passionately until we fell on the bed and I stopped doing everything because we could have went too far and she's still a virgin! We need to talk about that subject! And I went away without giving her the good-bye kiss on the cheeck and now most likely she's upset and so I am! I don't know what to do!" I said.

"Awh but why don't you talk to her? That would fix the things up." He added.

"I should do that but I'm too upset  now! Let me hug you now" I said with a puppy face and we fell into a cute brothers hug.

   I felt better because I told Louis what's the matter and I could sleep in quiet now.