Forbidden Love

"Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!" Everyone chanting while I'm upside down chugging the beer out the keg. I've been doing this for about 30 seconds and I’m beginning to feel light headed. I've consumed so much beer and alcohol tonight that when my feet touch the ground I can barely stand.

"Let's play spin the bottle." I drunkenly slurred so I’m quite sure it sounded more like "Lesh play spim da boddle." But with everyone around me being equally drunk they knew what I was saying

The circle forms and I’m first since it was my idea. The bottle lands on Sam my schools quarter back.  So we share our kiss. Five minutes later it's Kylie ' turn. She spins the bottle and it lands on me.

When I looked at her I noticed she was nervous. I would've been too if I didn't have some liquor courage. I stand and walk over to where she is. All eyes on us because everyone expected one of us to shout pass as every other person did when the bottle landed on someone of the same sex.

Getting down on both knees next to her I grabbed her face and rubbed my lips across hers asking for permission. We she doesn't decline I smash my lips against hers kissing her hard.

After a while she takes control if the kiss and shoves her tongue in my mouth. Here we are kissing longer than we should. The kiss was supposed to only be 15 seconds. What felt like hours turned out to be 5 minutes.

When we pulled apart everyone was sitting there with shocked expressions.

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A few months has gone by and I and Kylie have been secretly dating. Where I from Gay is not the new trend. So if you’re a LGBT then you are shunned and treated like dirt. We just made it seem like it was a drunken mistake, but when we're alone we show each other how much that drunken mistake means to us.

We have sleep overs every weekend. The nights are spent with us lying in bed cuddling kissing and watching movies.

All was good until that one dreadful day.

"Laura.  Can you and Kylie come down here for a second?" My mom yelled up the stays I gave Kylie a 'what the hell does she want look'. She shrugged her shoulders in response.

At the kitchen table sat both my parents and both of Kylie parents.  That's odd because they don't really get alone.

"Sit” Kylie ' mom said. After we sit my mom pulls out her I pad and presses play on a video.

"What the hell is this?" Mom said showing me the video of me and Kylie kissing at the party.  After that I and Kylie were forbidden to see each other. Our parents even took it as far as pulling us both out of school.

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It's been two months since I've seen Kylie. Two months since our parents have forbidden us from seeing each other. Two months since the last time I held her and told her how much I loved her. Two months of heart ache.

My phone vibrates letting me know I have a message. I looked at my phone and seen it was Kylie

Laura. I'm so sorry but I can't do this anymore I can't live like this anymore. Every time I look at my parents I see disappointment and anger. I hate the way that I’m being treated. They won't let me do anything. It's been two months and nothing has changed. This is the first time that I've been left home alone so I took this as the opportunity to say bye. Laura I love you and I always will love you, but I can't keep living with myself knowing all the pain and shame I've brought to my family. Goodbye Laura and I hope you have a better life seeing as I won't ever be in it again.

Xoxo

-Kylie

I need to know what she means by she won't ever be in my life again but she won't answer my phone. I tell my parents I'm going to the store and rush over to Kylie.

I don't even bother to knock I go to where the spare key is and open the door to find her lifeless body hanging from the balcony. I broke down and started crying. Screaming her name over and over hoping that she would answer me. But she never does. My heart hurts badly.

"Why? Why did you do this? KYLIE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS? I need you. Kylie I love you."

"You. You did this to my baby." Kylie mom says from the door. I didn't even hear it open. “You’re the reason for this. If it wasn't for you she would still be here." She snaps at me tears running down her face.

"No this is your fault if you would've just let us be together none of this would've happened. She was happy with me why couldn't you see that. Did you not notice how miserable she was after. I know she cried herself to sleep a lot because I did. You pushed her to do this not me. It's your fault." I sneered at her.

Running home barely keeping myself together. My parents are out back so they didn't see me when I came home. I can't live with this pain this heart ache. I need to be with Kylie. I need to kiss her and tell her how much I love her. I need her. I need her to be with me. I need her to help me. I need the love of my life. There's only one way I know how to get her back.

Opening the medicine cabinet I took out all the pill bottles that I see. Consuming every pill in the bottle until finally I pass out.

I see it. The bright light people always tell you not to follow. I have to follow it because right in front of it is Kylie standing there with her arms open and her heart melting smile.

"Kylie baby here I come." I yelled as I began to run towards her. When I’m about to take my last step I woke up.

Once again I saw a bright light but this one was the bright light of the hospital room I was.

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