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My life crumbled from under my feet
I once stood on flat ground, feeling the rough concrete
that remained on the floor of the Earth.
The words rung out from my therapist's mouth as I feel my shoulders way down..









"Are you really okay?"

My mind wanders to a surface that drowned it in suffocation.
Suffocating, suffocating, suffocating
My body seemed to heat up and I feel pain in my chest

I'm such a mess,
such a mess
such a mess.. .

I feel tears prick my eyes but somehow it felt like nobody noticed
Out of all the pains I felt, I felt my voice turned sore as I spoke
"Yes."
I lied..
But that's okay right? Everyone lies, but somehow I feel myself sink further into the mess I've started..

Perhaps I can leave this Earth in my sleep..
Or maybe I'll have to give a week left to

LET GO. 

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