"Panic" a bokuaka ff

"Work"

Bokuto looked at the computer infront of him. The same boring view everyday. Saturday and Sunday he could look out of his window because work started later.
He was very glad he's gotten this job, without it he would've been on the streets long ago.

And he had an awesome partner at work too! He was also his best friend! They've already met in middle school and nothing could split them apart.

"Agaasheee!" Bokuto said

"It's Akaashi, Bokuto." There he was, his best friend Akaashi. Of course he knew how to pronounce his name right. He just loved to tease him.

"Come on let's go eat lunch." Akaashi looked at the man with his beautiful blue-toned eyes.

"Yeeey I just have to go buy it. Can you come with me?"

"Of course"

Somewhere in the corner of the room

"Oh my god I can't handle this Kotaro dude."

"Yes right? He's so annoying!"

"How did he even get the job? I bet he blackmailed the boss."

"Yeah. And how the hell is he so close with Akaashi?! Keiji could get everything he wants! And he chooses that dork?"

"Right?! Akaashi deserves way better, like us."

With Bokuto and Akaashi

Of course he heard everything his collegues said. He always did. They always talked bad about him behind his back, everyday.
It really hurt him to hear those things.

'How did he get the job'
'Akaashi deserves better'
'He's too annoying'

Every month, every week, everyday yes even every break.
They never stopped talking.
But they always acted nice around him like he was 'normal'. Of course he was normal. But not to them.

"We have to head back"

"Oh, yes, you're right Agaashee!"

"It's- ah nevermind", he said with an annoyed look in his beautiful face. It didn't really fit. He truly was beautiful. More beautiful than any girl could ever be.

Akaashi went back without his best friend.
He didn't even say anything, not even the other break.

Suddenly Bokuto felt this weird pounding in his chest. Not a good pounding though. It was rather bad.
He didn't know what to do so he just breathed. It helped!

Luckily, it went away pretty fast.
"What was that? It felt so weird."

"HAHAHA LOOK AT THIS LOSER! YOU SERIOUSLY THOUGHT THAT AKAASHI WOULD LET YOU CALL HIS NAME WRONG FOR EVER?! HA! HE EVEN WENT HOME ALONE. EARLIER THAN HE USUALLY LEAVES!"

"W-what?"

"YES! YOU HEARD RIGHT! HE WENT HOME WITHOUT YOU, SAYING 'Damn Bokuto, he never stops calling me that. It's kinda annoying' YES YOU HEARD RIGHT!"

"Oh no...not again! Breathe! It helped last time. Why is it not helping?! Fuck!!! What do I do? Ask for help? No. Call someone? No. Fuck. Just breathe more. Breathe." Bokuto thought.

He closed his eyes to relax more, then he sat down in his chair.
It helped again.

"I need to go home" That man knew something was wrong with him.
The others didn't care, obviously.

At home

He fell on his bed, gladly not besides it. He really almost missed it.
It was so silent. He felt so alone. He wanted to be together with Akaashi. Forever. He wanted to wake up next to him, watching him sleeping. He wondered if he would be even more beautiful  when he was sleeping.