You're making things worse for me.. Why? (Harry styles) #wattys2015

part 10

-HARRY-

we had a week off school for the easter holiday, me and the boys where at the mall buying some things.. i saw alexa earlier. she looke so dull and i felt kind of ashamed. im the reason shes been looking so dull lately.

''boys ive got to go'' i said walking away and getting into my car. i park my car across the road from alexas house looking at i ashume is her bedroom window. i saw her shadow there. i was so tempted to go and knock to see how she was doing but i couldnt.

she opened her bedroom curtains and i saw her just standing looking out. she didnt see me tho.

i started the car up and went home

-ALEXA-

i had realised i made such a huge mistake. why did i do it again? i had to clean up before mum or peter got home,

i placed the glass in a box and shoved it under my bed just incase i need to use it again.. i know i will use it again. i went to the bathroom and slashed water over my arms and soaking a towel placing it on there

''im home'' peter shouted up to me. i quickly placed an oversized jumper on and made my way downstairs ''hi'' i greated him ''mum wont be home until the morning, shes working a night shift'' he said ''oh okay.. so does that mean take away for dinner?'' i asked him with a big smile on my face knowing he couldnt resist it ''yes'' he replied laughing

''ill order the pizza now'' he said i walked back to my room to shower and change into my pjs ''lex someones at the door for you'' peter said

i walked downstairs and opened the door and there stood harry. i walked out closing the door behind me so peter couldnt hear our conversation.

''what do you want styles?'' i asked him folding my arms as it was pretty cold outside ''what did i tell you earlier?'' he asked me ''ok i get the point'' i replied i went to walk back into the house when harry grabbed my arm

he was so lucky it wasnt the one i had been cutting. but it still hurt!!

''get the fuck off me'' i told him he stroked his fingers through my hair and then pulled it pulling me closer

''oww you're hurting me'' i said with a tear rolling down my face ''aww look at that baby is crying. stupid pathetic slut'' he said letting go off me and spitting on the floor ''im sorry, for whatever i done'' i said scared for my life.

''im doing this because you didnt sleep with that boy at my party'' he stated. wow is this boy serious? im not going to just sleep with someone because they ask me to. im a fucking virgin i want to wait until i find the love of my life.

''i-im sor--'' i couldnt say more because the pizza man came i opened the door ''pizza is here peter get the cash'' i shouted i then looked at harry ''see you around'' he said then whispered ''slut''

i walked in the house and sat down at the table to eat my pizza ''who was that then?'' peter asked ''it was no one'' i replied annoyed he just smiled at me and ate his pizza.

after eating my pizza i said goodnight to peter and headed to bed, i had a headache coming along so i went downstairs and got some pills from the cabnet with a glass of water and went back to bed,

i looked at the pills as they sat in the packet, i was so tempted to swallow them all but i didnt. i took one and layed down. before i knew it i was asleep

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