Love of Mine

To Shelly

Love of mine,
The world is not the same now that you are not around.
Without you being here by my side, I find it harder to breathe.
Harder to continue on living because of the regret that I am still alive while you died.
It seems like an awful dream that I want to wake up from but it's not a dream.
Your death is reality because I was there when they pronounced you dead and when your time of death was announced.
Now I am crying because I won't be able to see you anymore.
Crying because I will no longer be held by you.
Crying because you will be buried with the dirt in the cold ground in a coffin.
How lonely it will be
And I am crying because I loved you.
I love you.