-HARRY-
i still couldnt believe it, i couldnt believe i had made lexi self harm again.
i was such an idiot,
i had found her number from a friend and i tired to call her but she just ignored my calls. i tried texting her and she told me to fuck off and leave her alone
what do i even do next?
i couldnt bare to tell anyone, they would make fun of her.. bully her more and this time the consequences could be more serious. she could kill herself i couldnt let that happen,
''harry the boys are at the door'' mum shouted up saying. i couldnt tell the boys, i wanted to so bad but i just couldnt.
''come on then, football down the field?'' lewis asked ''of course'' i replied grabbing my coat at making my way outside.
we had to walk past alexas house to get there, i stared at her window but nothing was there. she normally had things on her window seel but i guess she took them done.
i was so tempted to go knock and see how she was doing but i couldnt
''thats where slut lives'' ben said laughing and pointing to her house
''shes not a slut'' i told him ''you wasnt saying that a few days ago'' lewis said to me ''yeah well ive changed my mind, she doesnt deserve the hate we've been giving her'' i told them
''aww look at harry caring about her, harry has a crush'' jordan said teasing me
''shut up'' i replied walking on
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You're making things worse for me.. Why? (Harry styles) #wattys2015
Fiksi RemajaCOMPLETED 11 MARCH 2015 Alexa Baker seems like your typical teenager who goes to school and gets on with her life.. But that's not how things go she suffers with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, she self harms she tries everything to stay strong...
